ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕖

12

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I felt something soft on my chest... I look down to see y/n. Sleeping calmly and peacefully. As soon as I saw her, my face turned all red.

"Y-y-y/n..." I stuttered without me realizing.

"Hmm..~?" Her angelic voice answered.

I look around and we are laying down on the grass. It seem like it was only us two. Something tells me that I want to stay longer. Stay longer with her.

I wrapped my arms around her neck and told her

"I love you y/n."

She smiled and nuzzled her face against my chest, which made me smile. I wish this moment could last forever. It seemed like we were the only ones here. So I took the chance to do something.

"Y/n?" She looked at me when suddenly I made contact with her soft lips and mine. As soon as we stopped, she couldn't keep a smile off of her face. It was...cute. I got up and leaned on a tree that suddenly appeared behind us. Y/n put her head on my lap and fell asleep.

I pet her head until I fell asleep too. I want this paradise. Y/n.

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I stayed silent, trying not to make a sound. I was leaning against Yoongi's door, pressing my ear against it and trying to see what he was doing.

I've been here for hours, even though I know he's just sleeping. I want to make sure he wakes up.

I was sitting on the floor against the door when Taehyung came up the staires and past me. Seconds later he came back to me, looking at me weirdly.

"Um, Jimin what are you doing?" He asked.

"Making sure Yoongi hyung is ok." I told him.

"He's asleep. I checked earlier."

"Yeah, but I wanna know when he wakes up." I said, trying to listen harder.

"And you'll hear him wake up?" He asked weirdly.

"Yes." I said without thinking.

"Y-you'll hear his eyes open?" He asked, even more puzzled.

"Yes." I repeated, still not paying attention.

"Oh." He said. "What's it sound like?" He asked enthusiastically. He suddenly plopped himself down next to me and pressed his ear against the door as well, copying me.

"Will I hear it too?" He asked again.

I didn't answer. I was trying to stay focused on Yoongi. Tae took his ear off the door and looked at me, awaiting an answer.

"Ya!" He snapped his fingers at me to get my attention. "I asked you a question!"

I still didn't answer.

"Hmph." Tae suddenly stood up and kicked the door open.

"Tae!" I yelled, but he was already inside of the room.

"Hello Yoongi Hyung!" Tae said happily. I facepalmed.

Yoongi was laying down on the bed, his eyes open but he didn't reply to Tae. I followed after him and stared at Yoongi. I could feel his sadness. I could feel it...it was...depressing.

"How are you, hyung?" I asked softly. Yoongi didn't answer me either, he just gently closed his eyes and seemed to go back to sleep.

"Well he's rude today...Goodbye." Tae mumbled and exited the room. I know he was just trying to lighten the mood, but Yoongi didn't seem amused at all. Even Tae's silly personality couldn't cheer him up...So what can? Well, besides y/n I guess...

I decided to give Yoongi his space, and went downstairs. I found Jungkook and Taehyung playing "Cham Cham Cham".

*a Korean game, basically ish"

"Cham, Cham, Cham!" Tae yelled very loudly. I sat next to them on the couch and watched them play. It wasn't long before they realized I was on the brink of tears.

"Jimin Hyung?" Jungkook asked me, turning to me and causing him to loose the game.

"HAHHAHA I WIN!" Taehyung exclaimed, then turned to me and got serious. "Is it Yonngi Hyung? Are you worried about him?"

I nodded. They both sat in either side of me and put their arms around me.

"It's alright." Tae said soothingly. "I'll put on some music" As Taehyung got up, his phone started to ring. He picked it up.

"It's Jin." He told us. "Wassup!!" He said in a surfer accent, which really clashed with his Korean accent. He sat down on the other couch and crossed his legs. He stayed talking to Jin over the phone while Jungkook and I talked.

"So, is Yoongi Hyung ok?"

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Jimin and taehyung came in to check how I was doing. But I couldn't keep my mind off of y/n. I still don't believe she's dead. "How are you hyung? Jimin asked.

No response.

I waited for them to leave. As soon as they left my room I walked to the corner of the room and sat in the corner with a blank face. After a few minutes, I looked under the bed looking for something sharp. I don't know why, but I was craving to hurt myself. I found a bed piece that probably broke off the bed. I took the piece and positioned my arm so I can cut it.

I started to cry silently. I went back and stayed in the corner for a few minutes staring at the cut i made. Without me realizing, I started to sob and wrapped my arms around my legs. My head on my knees.

I cried until I fell asleep.