Love Gone Wrong (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 6

"So yeah the Jensens adopted me soon after you disappeared and things have been great since except their annoying son who tries to hit on me occasionally." I hear Sam's voice in the distance because I'm too busy reliving the kiss between me and Emily. Why would she kiss me? She had just told me the night before that we could only be teacher and student. Does she enjoy messing with my mind and hurting me? What's her motive here? "Alex, are you even listening to me?" I look over to see an annoyed Samantha.

We were sitting on her bed in her new home. Even thinking about somebody  else's home makes me cringe. Maybe I'm forever broken. Maybe that's why Emily doesn't want to be with me. Before I can continue down this terrible thought path, I felt Sam straddle my hips.

"What's going on in that mind of yours? What's got you so distracted?" She looks down at me with a concerned look. I can't help but acknowledge her beauty. I missed seeing her so much for the past six months so why can't I focus on her instead of thinking about Emily? I loved Sam, not Emily. She's just some stranger I bought Subway. I pull myself out of my thoughts so I can answer Sam.

"There's nothing going on in this head of mine, don't you remember? You'd always tease me about it." I try for some humor but it honestly is half assed. Seeing her unamused look, I pull her closer to me. "Babe, nothing is on my mind except how much I missed you." I say as I kiss her lips lightly.

She kisses me back for a second but then leans back again. "I didn't think I would see you ever again, or at least not for awhile. I'm glad I ran into you, although I wish a teacher didn't interrupt our reunion. What was with her anyways? Do you think she's homophobic?" Hearing Sam bring up Emily made me feel sick to my stomach and also guilty.

"Emily's not homophobic! I think she's just not comfortable with PDA. She wasn't mean or anything, but she did have a point, it would be uncomfortable to watch two students kiss." I defended Emily. Sam looked confused and pissed off.

"You're on a first name basis with the teacher? And why are you even defending her? She's just a teacher, you always talk crap about your teachers." I could see Sam's brain working closer to the truth. Shit, how could I have been so stupid to let Emily's name slip. Nobody can know or she will lose her job and go to jail.

I try to quickly distract her by flipping us over so she's underneath me and start kissing her. She's reluctant at first but then gets lost in the kiss. This feels right, this feels normal. I love Samantha and this is how a relationship should be, with two people around the same age and who are not in an awkward teacher and student relationship. This is right, but then how come I can't stop thinking about Emily?

I deepen the kiss then start kissing down her jaw. She puts her hands under my shirt and tries to slide them up to take my shirt off, but then hits my cut in the process making me wince.

"What the hell?" She pushes me up into a sitting position and pulls my shirt up. Anger and hatred take over her expression. "Alex, what the hell? How did you get this? Did somebody try to kill you?" I had never told Sam about Francis abusing me because I knew she couldn't do anything about it so there'd be no point.

"It's not a big deal, Sam. I just accidentally ran into a knife while cooking." It was truly a lame excuse because she knew I hated cooking. She just looked at me with disbelief.

"Do you honestly think I would believe you would ever cook? Seriously tell me what's going on, Alexandria Rose!" She said with a stormy look in her eyes. If I tell her she'll be in danger, just like anybody else close in my life. That's why I never spent time with Max and Mia outside of school because they'll be in danger. If Francis saw me with anybody, I wouldn't put it past him to hurt them.

"I can't tell you, Sam. I need you to be safe and out of harms way." I say while getting off of her and putting on my shoes. "I had fun catching up, but I have to go. I'll see you at school tomorrow." I start heading towards the door when I feel her grab my wrist and spin me around.