Eye of a Brainstorm

Of Mind & Body

I can't think : My mind ablaze with thoughts, drowning in the noise and my voice too low.

If everyone is special, then no one is. If every thought is loud, then there's just silence.

Trapped in a boat surround by the sea.

Covered by a blanket no one can see.

Laying awake at night wondering when I'm allowed to be me.

Constantly changing waiting to wake up from this dream.

But in my stupor, the crashing waves become a gentle stream.

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I can't feel : With a lock on my heart, and a bottle as the key.

Drink the joy till its gone, act a little silly, and back to being empty.

With my chest so still can you find a life.

Why can no one understand the strife.

Staring up at the sky wondering if this is even right.

Trying to ignore the urge during the day but at night i think i might.

Slip away for one good night.