I can't look at the photos of your face
Each time I do
I break down
Have a panic attack on the spot
I don't understand
Why I love you so much
I'm so fucking pathetic
Its Acutally really sad
I need to suck it up
And cut my hands
You told me to stay away from the razors I was given
This isn't the life that I should be livin'
Its all fun and games until Someone gets hurt..
Unless they don't know..
Until they lift up the shirt
And roll up the sleeves
Reveal your hurt
Displayed on your arms
But you keep hurting
And hiding it all
Behind the mask
Behind the dark hoodie you wear in the summer sun..
It was all ok
Until it wasn't
It was all ok
until he died
It was all okay
Until I'm gone
And after I'm gone..
It'll all be fine..
