(tw mention of r*pe and r*pe flashbacks at the end of the chapter)
I handed George some of my merch "Hey who's is this?" He yelled from the bathroom "It's my merch, sheesh" I yelled back "Ohh alright" he groaned, his mop of hair still wet as he played with it while walking out
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I need to give some backstory before I go on My names is Lola Richards and I'm a youtuber. I started youtube 1 year ago being a lifestyle channel, a copy of zoella. I was fuck all at it and was bored of doing it so I rebranded to a commentary channel 7 months ago. I've known Alex for 2 years before I graduated secondary and I moved in with him 2 ago to a shitty flat we planned on living in for a couple months, 3 tops and find a better flat, that didn't happen obviously and now I have have 72.567 subscribers earning me $160 per video... if it gets monetised.
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George's p.o.v
I got handed some bright neon purple shirt that I thought would say internet sensation but it had a shitty drawing of a camera and said self proclaimed under it.
"Hey who's is this?" I yelled out
"It's my merch sheesh" the Australian girl yelled back
"Ooh alright" I yelled back in a shitty non-chalant tone I always did and hated.
I walked out playing with my hair making sure when it dried it didn't dry in front of my face. I saw the short brown haired girl smiling at me in her merch and some sweats
Lolas p.o.v "That's a nice hoodie, you like it?" I asked playfully "It's comfortable at least" the mop haired boy replied. As Alex walked out of his room he was wearing smart clothes getting ready to go out tonight. "Ready at 12pm nice not playing around I see." I joked at Alex he stuck his tongue at me playfully
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Alex drove us to wills massive mansion-flat at 5:30 pm a lot earlier for the party which was starting at 8 pm nobody was at the house except for Will and his roommate gee. George pulled out his key card to the place with no curtains and greeted us in, I was wearing a singlet that said sweet on it and some green cargo pants.
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As we walked into the largest flat I've ever seen, will was organising drinks and cups on the kitchen island while his roommate Gee and her boyfriend Chip were on the couch watching a British show I believe was love island. I'm not sure because all tv shows now have large tittied women in bathing suits with shitty tans on an island. "Why are we here so early" I groaned to will "I believe George needs to get changed into proper clothes" Will said back still focusing on the cups and drinks in front of him
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It had just hit 11. The party started a while ago but I was still talking to tobi and josh in the corner. Will always threw parties even if he wasn't much of a party animal. I walked away from our nearly 2 hour conversation to get some more water from the tap as a large man I didn't know, who I'm not sure was even a youtuber came up and grabbed my wrist. Shit. I asked him "let go" as he tightened his grip around my wrist "Please, please" My wrist was aching as I pleaded for help but no one could hear me over the loud music.
TW
This whole situation reminded me of when I had turned 16 a week ago and I was at my then boyfriends house after a party I fell asleep in his bed and woke up to him r*ping me, all I could do was lie there silently as tears fell down my face.
END OF FLASHBACK
I grabbed his wrist and twisted it as I ran free to the bathroom crying. A drunk George knocked on the door "Hey Lola are you alright?" "Ye-yes I-I'm fin-n-ne "Can you let me in, please" I got up and unlocked the door to see george motioning me to his room to talk. He unlocked his door so people wouldn't fuck in them and he told me to sit on his bed. "Why are you crying" he said in his slurred speech "It's nothing" I replied back as I felt as though i stopped crying "Well if you want to tell me I'm all ears" as he pointed to his ears making me chuckle "Have a rest and tell me tomorrow when im sober haha" he said as he closed the door. i got up and locked it i fell asleep in the heated blankets of George's bed.
