dating? (Memeulous) -completed-

the video - 13

It's the week after my dog has died and I find a video uploaded by Kavos in my recommended feed of YouTube uploaded on the same day of the death of perro. The video is title 'THE HOTTEST GIRL IN COMMENTARY' and the thumbnail is of... me. Yes me. The fucking twat, the worst part is it's a screenshot of a vlog I did ages ago before I dyed my hair and it shows my cleavage because I was in bed.

As we all know Kavos is basically not allowed to say he's commentary because it gives us a bad name because of him saying that "I was wanking off while watch the KSI v Logan fight because of how sexy they are" and talking about his throbbing cock all the time. He disgusted me. I instantly click on this video his lisp shining bright and annoying the fuck out of me.

"She's so hot but she's a massive fucking hypocrite" he speaks the dickhead. He spreads false lies about me saying that I didn't go to insomnia 63 because of him and shit. It's because I couldn't afford to go, I was a penniless starting up YouTuber who spent all their fucking money on food and cameras.
He disgusted me. I instantly started writing my script for a video on him. The script eventually came to be 8 pages long. I had to sit through hours of his content trying to find everything I could say about him in a 13 minute video.

I started recording my video. Hatred raging in my eyes. I couldn't care about him or his content or his fans. 34 minutes into recording I started screaming. I was fucking violated not only did he say he wanted to fuck photos of me but making up rumours about me, saying how he loved me and wanted to fuck me so bad and how fit I was but the next second how fucking worthless I am. I stopped recording, I had gotten everything I needed and I left my room to get food for me while I edited. Alex in the kitchen. I knew he fucking hated Kavos so I showed him the video. He was fuming.

I couldn't show George but soon enough Alex would have. I couldn't bring myself to do it. What he said to me yesterday really touched my heart and I feel the same but right now I really can't be in a relationship. I'm too fucking fragile. While I was editing my video I started crying i feel disgusted his vile words are touching me the same way that George's lovely words did and I hated that about me. I couldn't block out hate, I was too fucking sensitive.

Time skip 3 hours 12:13am

I had finally finished editing my video and I'm waiting for it to process. I edited it down to 13 minutes of me responding to his video but I left the rest if he responded to my video. At the exact moment I pressed upload rightfully naming my video 'F OFF KAVOS' due to my angered nature, George walked into my room stood me up and kissed me. In that exact moment I felt every feeling in my body escape and it was just two bodies touching. He pulled back but I pulled him into a kiss again this time more passionately and I felt something, love.

I pulled back slowly
"Sorry I just had to" he spoke with awkwardness as he walked out of my room.
"Holy shit" I spoke, my first kiss where I felt something. Everything from secondary was nothing to me right now, everything bad had left my body until I realised Kavos still exists.