lovers ↠ jungkook

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"taehyung? is that a gun in your waistband?" "yes, but it's not what you think-" "kill me." he furrows his eyebrows, "don't have thoughts like that. if you think about it your situation isn't that bad." "isn't that bad? my sister died right in front of me."

"okay you know what? it's time you learn about me." he sits down next to me. "we all got here in different ways. me? they took me in cause i was in a state of struggle. i had gone crazy one night and i, killed my father. my sister saw and she got mad at me and she was freaking out so i killed her too. i was running, who knows for how long."

taehyung looks down a bit, "i never went back, never even looked back. i was sitting by myself i hadn't eaten for days because i was 17 at that time and couldn't do a regular job and i didn't go to school. but i met namjoon and he brought me into this group. jungkook helped me clean up my mess, fixed my mental state and i'm still a walking man. jungkook helped me in my worst times because i let him. if you let him help you then-"

"wait a minute, jungkook was 15 and you guys let him run the group?" "he's a trustworthy friend a good businessman. he has good intentions i promise. it's just that he does the wrong things for the right things."

"how would he help me anyways? i don't need help." "well i don't know. we've all done bad things in our lives haven't we?" "never. i'd never do anything bad."

"have you ever disobeyed your parents?" "i'm an obedient child with straight a's and i do sports." "well miss goody two shoes not all of us have it as good as you do. like your brother? he fights people and beats them up." "but he's so nice he would never." "he's nice to you because you're family. have you ever lied?"

"yes, and i'm good at it. but i count it as a minor offence compared to what you guys do. does it not even faze you that you killed so many people and hurt thousands?" "jungkook trains everyone personally. he teaches you that yes, you are going to see many things with this job, but in the end you can't let it get to you."