Come back to me

IV

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Chapter IV

I'm outside, and the air burns my lungs. I have been locked up in that building for weeks maybe even months, l've lost track of the time. I've tried to get out many times before but they would always catch me and throw me back into the room. I stand up and my legs are wobbly making it hard for me to walk. I start to run but it's no good, I can feel my body giving up. My legs give out and I hit the ground hard. I start to lift up, but I realize that I'm not the one doing it. I'm thrown over Bucky's shoulder and heading back to the one place I didn't want to be anywhere near. "No! Bucky please remember! My name is Paisley, Miss. Lauren." I say hoping something would change him. "Miss. Lauren?" He says in a lost and distant voice as he stops in his tracks, he lifts me up so I am face to face with him again. His eyes are lost and confused but he sets me down and examines me. He puts his hand on my cheek making them turn red, we have grown close over the past few weeks, at least when he remembers who I am. He traces his fingers on my face starting into my deep brown eyes before wiping away the tears from under my eyes, and down to my nose then to my lips tracing them back and fourth. Then He traces my chin line down to my neck. I lift my hand up and grab his hand. He jumps at first, but I calm him down quickly, "It's okay, I will not hurt you.I am not like them Bucky." I say holding onto his hand. "Bucky..." he says back to me, like he is trying to remember who he is. "Bring her here Soldier" One of the guard's  says in a harsh tone.

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Just like that Bucky is gone from me, his hand wraps around my neck and he drags me back. "WAIT BUCKY NO" I try scream through the pain in my neck. I'm thrown on the floor and some of the Hydra agents come and put me back like they usually do. "Do what you want with the little rat, but put her back when you're done. Soldier stay here just In case she tries to escape, kill her." The man says before walking away and leaving me with four guards and Bucky. I'm sorry what? What does that mean? Usually they just beat me and then throw me back into the room with Bucky. he guards look at me with an evil smile and I know what happens next. "Wait! You can't do that! This is not ri-" A hand is set on my mouth in order to keep me quite and my body is so weak from being thrown through the wall I can't t fight back as well as I could before. Someone grabs my arms and someone else grabs my legs lifting me up off the ground. I get my mouth free and say in a major panic "Bucky please." They take off my shirt and begin to touch and grab my chest. "Please... stop..." I say as one of the guards starts licking my stomach as another slowly take off my pants, leaving me in my underwear. I feel the tears drop off my face as one of the guards kiss my inner thigh. I start to kick and stuggle to get them off of me, but they were too strong. The only thing running through my mind is the fact that i'm fixing to be raped, and i'm not strong enough to stop it, I can't do anything about it. "Bucky please remember Steve. Remember me." I say to him in a desperate need of help as they began to slid my panties off. "Miss. Lauren?" I hear Bucky say. Which means that He's remembering, "Bucky help me please." I said in between the men trying to decide on who's going first. His eyes soften and it looks like he realizes what is fixing  to happen to me. "Stop it Now!" I hear Bucky say in a hushed voice, he punches one guard straight into the wall and I'm dropped to the ground. My head hits the floor but I hear struggling and fighting in the distance, and I see Bucky walk towards me but he is fuzzy. "Bucky.. we have to leave now..." I softly say as I hang onto him before I pass out. 

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I wake up to someone brushing my hair back, "Wake up" I hear a voice call out to me. "Miss. Lauren." I hear one more time, then I rush awake. I rush my body up and start to freak out. "No, no more! No more!" I say pulling my legs up to my chest. I feel confused and don't want to be put back in that room, but then I notice I'm in the woods. I look to my left and see Bucky. "Bucky.." he looks at me and a thin smile creeps across his lips. " I'm so glad you're awake" he says causing me to smile at him. "Where are we?" I ask him looking around at the tall green trees. "We're halfway to New York City. We were in Canada, you... you were out for two days." Bucky replies to me leaving me in shock. Oh wow, two days? There is now way.. I notice how different he was, is it because they aren't brainwashing him everyday? Or maybe because they didn't have what they needed to keep him the Winter Soldier, so they were losing him to Bucky. I look down and notice I have my clothes back on and instantly feel my body heat up. "I'm sorry." I hear him say, I look back to him with a bright red face. "I dressed you when we were far enough for them to stop looking for the day." He says to me looking down at his feet in embarrassment i'm guessing? "It's okay, you saved me Bucky, thank you so much" I say back to him with a smile. "Let's get going. Maybe you can tell me more about Steve and yourself" he says walking ahead of me a bit. I smile and respond back to him "That sounds like a good idea." While we are walking I tell him all about myself, my parents, and then I begin talking about Steve. "I don't know too much about Steve Rodgers. I know that you two grew up together, childhood friends. Steve was a very small man and all he wanted to do was fight for his country. So they changed him. They made him big and strong. Superhuman. You went out to battle with him and you fell off a train. Then hydra found you. And now you're here. With me." I say to him thinking about the fact that supers never really intrigued me until now, how do they deal with this and these powers? How did they control them or whatever... do they meditate? "Miss. Lauren... I've killed a lot of people, I've hurt a lot of people over the ages. I even hurt you, and drug you into hydra, I let them change you, I threw you past a damn wall, and I almost let those men rape you" Bucky says to me stopping in his tracks. I walk around him and set my hands on his shoulders. He jumps a bit, so I lift my hands up to take them off but he set his hand on mine to tell me it's okay to keep them there. "James, Bucky, that was the past you, the you who was controlled by terrible people. If you want, you can make a huge difference. You can help people. It would mean so much to me.... well to everyone." I say back trying to help him gain confidence back in himself. I also made myself to blush like crazy in front of him, "Let's get going, I'm guessing that were heading to Steve?" I say smiling at the lost soldier. He nods his head and softly grabs ahold of my hand causing me to follow him. 

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About two more days pass by and we are almost to New York City. "Let's turn in for the night." Buck says making a fire, I feel my stomach turning inside out. Luckily, we found a little creek a few miles back, I take out the metal water bottle I filled with creek water, that Bucky has with him, and set it over the fire. After ten minutes I take the bottle and give it to Bucky. "Be careful, it's hot" I say smiling at him. We walked for a little finding more firewood, The sky is so pretty. The stars look beautiful, It feels like forever since I've seen stars. We get back to the camp and in no time, Bucky is sound asleep, and I find myself smiling at the big teddy bear. I wake up to grunting and yelling, I look over and see Bucky rolling around. I rush over to him and kneel next to him. "Bucky... wake up please!" I say holding onto his arms. He picks me up and rolls over so that my back is to the fire, and my chest is in his face. I try to get out of his grasp, but he tightens his arms around me and instantly clams down. I feel my face heat up in embarrassment and lust. I wake up in the morning to Bucky putting out the fire. "I'm sorry about... last night." he says ignoring eye contact with me. "It's okay, that was the best night sleep I've had in a long time." I say getting up helping him get rid of the extra fire wood. The plan was to find Steve and get help not only for Bucky but also for me. We walk for what feels like forever, but It was nice, We are just walking and talking about things we like and dislike. "Miss. Lauren?" I hear him say causing me to look in his direction. "Bucky, you can call me Paisley. It is my first name." I said back to him laughing a bit. "Oh, well Paisley." He says back in a joking manner almost. "Yes sir?" I reply to him sarcastically. "The Doctor at hydra thinks you have lost memory in your brain too." He says as we walk through the woods. "Do you think they will come back, and you will forget about me?" He asks giving me puppy dog eyes. This man is interesting, he is not only scared of forgetting people and things, but he's scared people will forget him also. Not forgetting the Winter Soldier but forgetting Bucky. "I don't think I will. You've made a big impression on me. How is it we have not ran into hydra yet?" I ask him. "I took the route that they never take. They're not really fond of change, also I hope you wouldn't forget me Miss. Lau- Paisley." He is so cute, his medium length brown hair and his bright blue eyes. He's so muscular too, and tall... okay I need to stop day dreaming about the super-hot super soldier. Walking through the trees we stepped into a park full of people. "We really need to change clothes." I say to Bucky. We step back into the woods hoping no one saw us and follow the wood line until we get to the back of a little mall strip. We walk out of the wood line and find some clothing store that is busy. We sneak through the back and I grab some clothes for us to try on. We change in the same dressing room, so that if we needed to, we could escape together. I can feel his eyes on my body, but I don't mind. Stop that paisley! No more! We get dressed in new clothes and Bucky asks me "how are we going to pay for this?" He asks in a nervous voice as I put a ball cap on his head fixing his perfect medium brown hair. "Like this." I say holding up some cash I might or might not have picked up off the ground. We step out of the fitting rooms and notice that there were a ton of people in the store, and I'm scared we won't have time to wait in the line. Then I noticed him, the man from the car I first got into to. I feel Bucky put a hand on my shoulder and look up to see him staring at the man too. "Let's go" I say putting my hood up and grabbing Bucky's hand. I "accidentally" push a railing of clothes towards his way and it falls on top of him with a big crash. While everyone is helping him, we sneak out the store and rush down the street. I suddenly feel someone grab hold of me. "Woahh... where are you going?" I hear the man say. "Put her down." I hear Bucky say. "Buck?" I hear the man who is holding me say. I struggle and get out of the man's grasp and run to Bucky who puts an arm around me pulling me close. "Steve" Bucky says back in confusion. Then Buck is hit on the back of the head falling frontward but I try my best to catch him. I end up falling on top of him before he passes out. "Bucky! It's okay Steve won't... he won't hurt us..." I say as I put my hand on his cheek. "Don't hurt her..." he says before he passes out~
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