Confused.

Nightmares.

I was running. I couldn't stop I heard him in the distance and I heard gunshots. I saw a police station in the distance. I quickly ran in.

"Ma'am.Ma'am! What's wrong?!"

"Th-There's a guy chasing me with..with a g-gun a-and he raped me and k-idnapped m-me." I said sobbing. Two police men ran out. I heard multiple gun shots. I flinched as each one was fired. They came back with the man that raped me. He had a wound on his right shoulder and was stumbling.

"Bitch! You'll pay for this you slut!" The police man just smacked him with that stick thing.

"Okay.. Do you have relatives..friends?" The lady asked.

"F-friends."

"Where?" I gave her my address and who to call. In just minutes all the guys were here.

"Oh my gosh are you okay?!" Ricky asked running to my side. I just hugged him tight. The guys took me home. I walked inside and was so close to my room when Kian pulled me into a hug. Fury ran through my veins and I pushed him off.

"Wha-"

"It's ALL YOUR FAULT!" I sobbed.

"Ho-"

"Shut up! It's your fault!" I yelled. I pushed him off me and ran to my room wiping my tears off.

"Jade?.." T said coming in. I sniffled and wiped my eyes.

"What."

"You can't stay mad at Kian forever" I scoffed.

"Watch me. Besides what do you know kid?"

"I may be young but-"

"Can you just leave me alone?!" I yelled. She just walked out and stayed quiet. I put on the sweatshirt Kian gave me when we were bestfriends and put black leggings on. I slipped on uggs and took out my sour patch kids candy and played a scary movie. I fell asleep on the floor.

He ripped off my clothes and raped me. He left me there naked.

"Stop!" I yelled.

"Stop!" He slapped me and kicked me to shut up.

"Jade." He smirked.

"Jade."

"No! Don't touch me!"

"Jade! Wake up!" Kian yelled. I jolted up.

"Are you okay?"

"Yes. Don't touch me!" I yelled.

"No! I wanna hug you. I wanna keep you safe."

"It's too late for that..." I whispered looking down. He grabbed me and kissed my forehead. I hugged him back and snuggled my head into his neck. I suddenly got the urge to puke so I got up and ran to the toilet. Kian jumped up after me.

"Jade. Babe are you okay?" He asked concerned. I just nodded my head and washed my mouth.