Confused.

No.

-6 months later-

I woke up and walked down the steps clutching the railing.

"Jade! We got a doctors appointment today!" Kian yelled from his room.

"Okay!" I decided to skip breakfast and go take a shower considering I was up all night barfing. After I showered I carefully walked downstairs. Connor drove us to the doctors and we walked in and sat in the waiting room.

"Mrs.Renastone?" Kian and I stood up. The doctor ran some tests again and he came back his head hanging low.

"What's wrong?" Kian asked worried.

"I'm sorry but you've had a miscarriage..." What? I didn't say anything else. I walked out and I hugged the girls. Maybe this was a sign? Maybe a chance so that I could have a baby with someone I love not a rapist.

"What's wrong?" T asked. I shook my head and wiped my tears. I hugged them all tighter than I ever have before.

-2 weeks later-

Well I had the surgery to take out the stuff from the miscarriage or whatever. Right now we are currently going to Starbuck with Shelby and Con da bon!

"13 vanilla bean fraps with caramel." Connor ordered. I saw Sam and G laughing together. Yes him and Madi broke up but they're cool about it. They said it was mutual. So whatever.

"Okay! Guys Imma go to the mall wiff Trevy and T now bye!" I waved and I grabbed them both. Once I was out of sight I squealed.

"What?" T asked.

"I wanna spend time wiff youu " I said poking my cheeks. They rolled their eyes and walked away from me. What? Well then.

"Hey!" Kian said picking me up from behind.

"Hi!" I said hugging him back. I gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"That's it?!" He squeaked. I laughed while nodding my head.

"C'mon let's go home." He winked.

"What?! Wait! No! Trev and T are here.. Who's gonna drive them home?!" I replied.

"I'll text Connor to pick them up! Now come on!" He pulled me into his car and we drove home. We walked in.

"Kian-" He pinned me against the wall and started kissing my neck.

"Kian stop-" I said trying to push him off. He continued and he started pulling my shirt up. I stopped him.

"Kian stop." I said looking at him, then his lips, the him. As if on cue he leaned in and kissed me. He squeezed my bum so I would open my mouth more and I did and he deepened the kiss. I jumped up and wrapped my arms around his neck. He climed up the stairs to my room not brealing the kiss. When we got there he layed me down on my back.

"No Kian." I said sitting up.

"But why-"

"Because I said so!" I yelled running downstairs. He grabbed me from behind and pulled me back.