But that was a month ago...
Now I'm here in the hospital.
The cancer has spread faster than the doctors expected. I was clutching Kians cold hand.
"I love you...." I whispered. He was the only person I have ever said that to. The very first.
"I..Love..you. Too.." He smiled making an effort to breathe. Tears trickled down my face, the guys were outside in the waiting room they were all too depressed to see Kian they knew he wasn't gonna make it.
"Hey... C'mon don't cry baby." Kian said stroking my cheek I chuckled.
"If only it were that easy.."
"Atleast we only have one thing left on our bucketlist..."
"What is it?" I asked.
"Get married." I let out a dry laugh and shook my head.
"Kia-"
"So that's why I want to ask you... Jade. Marie. Renastone... Will you marry me?" He asked taking out an expensive looking ring. I started crying and I nodded vigorously. I cried more at the memory of him asking me to go on a date with him. "Really?.."
"FUCK YEAH!" I yelled and since the door was open all the nurses told me to shut up and Kian and I started laughing.
"I have to go Kian... I'm only allowed to stay for and hour..man time flies." I said.
"Okay bye.. I love you.." He grabbed my face with his cold hands and kissed me, and I kissed him back. I got up and walked out to the guys and I saw the girls consoling the boys. How cute. Once they saw me they all ran to me to ask me how he was. I just nodded.
"What's wrong..?" Jc asked. I stared straight at him and started crying while smiling. They all gave me a weird look and I spoke up.
"I'm getting married!" I smiled.
"Really?!" The girls yelled. I nodded and showed them the ring and the guys all gave me a questioning look so I explained to them.
"Wait so who are your bridesmaids and firstmans?" Sam asked popping out his collar to show that he wanted to be it so I decided to play with the kid.
"Hmm Mrs.Moran, Mrs. Dillon, Levi, Bryce, Aaron-"
"What?!" Sam yelled.
"I'm kidding all y'all are! Duh!" I laughed. Then after that we left to go shopping! Since we were having the wedding in the hospital I decided not to go all out so the girls and I picked out a simple white dress that was right above the knee and it was slightly stuck to my body.
I can't wait!
YOU ARE READING
Confused.
RomanceI built up my walls loaded my guns Set a look out Bought bobbed wires And you still managed To get in The empty place I call my heart. And you're an asshole for that. But I love you.
