My name's Tia and I'm going to tell you a bit about my life and what I must cope with. I'm a 14-year-old girl who lives a "happy" life according to others however I think different as they don't all know what's happened in my past and I want to be able to show that I'm here for everyone who needs to talk to someone and if anyone just wants to talk and make friends I'll haply do that as well.
Past
My Past hasn't been the best as I've had family issues and experienced bulling, but I don't want people to fell sorry for me as it's made me who I am today and that's what I enjoy being and knowing that I can stay strong when my life gets me down. I've lost my granddad on Christmas Day in 2011 and I've had to stray strong knowing that he's always here in my heart. Growing up without a father figure was also a hard experience as my dad made mistakes that I can't forgive, after all that I've dealt with to do with him I wanted him dead but I thought about my little sister from his side who I've never met and how she would fell growing up without a dad like I did, it wouldn't be fair other neither would it be fair on my brother from his side with his wife, who is my step-mum but I never saw her as one and I never saw my dad as a dad to me he was just a man who said he was my dad but I knew he wasn't to me after everything he did to me.
Present
It's been two months since I last cut and had suicidal thoughts but lately everything has gone down hill once again and I'm stuck in a spiral of depression and I can't get out and I fell like no one is there to help me escape. I feel like I can no-longer stay alive, but I know people care about me and they want to help but I just block them out and don't tell them what's going on in my life which is hard for me as I trap everything inside and don't ask for help when I mostly need it at this point in time. I just must stay strong for my little sister's and brother, I know that people do care about me even if I think that they don't. No matter how hard my life gets I must remember that I have people that care about me a lot and that I have a reason to live. I can't thank the people who have saved my life enough after everything they have done for me.
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS SAVED MY LIFE AND WHO HAS HELPED ME THROUGH MY STRUGGLES
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About Me
Non-FictionThis is where I will tell people what's going on in my life and ask for help with suicidal thoughts
