My Hybrid

19

I peeked in the bathroom and saw Tae staring at himself, while playing with the purple collar on his neck. I wrapped my arms around his waist and nuzzled my face into his neck.

"..Why did you bring me back?", he asked. I looked at him through the mirror. He showed a painful expression. "I wanted you with me", I said.

He stood there for awhile with the same expression. "I thought I was going to be thrown away". His voice was shaky. I felt guilty..I felt so guilty that I just want to hug and kiss him, tell him that I love him forever.

"I'm sorry Tae, I didn't mean to make you feel alone", I said. I buried my face into his neck. I hugged him tighter and left a light kiss on his neck. 

"I love you so much", I said lowly next to his ear. I looked at his face in the mirror and smiled a bit at his blushing face.

"..Y-You said you like Jimin", he said. I looked at him once again through the mirror. "I like him as a friend, Jimin took it the wrong way". I'm glad Tae is finally hearing the truth.

"I love you, I'm sorry I made you feel neglected..when you took the collar off, I was really upset". I nuzzled my face into his soft hair. "And when you left with Yoongi..I didn't like the idea"

I know it's hard for Yoongi to catch feelings for anyone, but still. The thought of Tae leaving with him just makes me anxious.

"I'm sorry I hurt you, I won't treat you like that again". I looked at him again and was shock to see him crying. I turned him around to face me. "What's wrong?", I asked. He let out a cute sniff.

"I thought you were going to leave me for Jimin, I gave him everything I had, but you kept getting mad at me", he cried. He pushed me away, which made me let go of him. I've never seen him cry this much.

"..I didn't know what to do", he said lowly. I immediately hugged him, wanting to comfort him as best as I can. I hurt him this bad and I didn't even know.

Hybrids are sensitive. When they're sad..they're really sad. Tae isn't just upset, he's also mad. I ruined his happy self. Watching him cry like this hurts me.

Knowing that he's crying because of me just makes me feel even worse.