Hi love...(lesbian story)

Chapter 4

Camryn's P.O.V
"What the fuck josh! I'm your sister!" Emmy screams running in, me in josh's arms crying into his chest. I pull apart from him. "I told you..you should have.." I say quietly. "I know it's just you shouldn't be alone I can't let you fe-" he gets cut off by Nicky. "Alright, camy...let's get you to your class, josh....bitch...both of you leave now." She says wiping tears from my face. "Good thing you don't wear makeup" she jokes making me smile. "For someone straight you seem to attract a lot of girls." I hear Emmy say in a kind quiet tone. I turn around. "Do you ever know how to shit up, and when did I ever say I was straight, hell, I don't even know right now!" I grabbed Nicky and my stuff for class and walked out. "Woah....slow down....you're going the wrong way!" I stop. "Okay take me to my class...." I said quite angrily. "Hey...calm Dow-" I cut her off. "How the hell am I supposed to calm down when that bi-" I get cut off by her kissing me, she pulls away and I'm speechless. "Did that just-" I say. "Yup, now lets get to class." We walk silently me touching my lips the whole time quite awkwardly. "We're here, I'll see you after, have fun....of course it's theatre..." I smile and walk in waving. And that's why emmy wouldn't have any classes I'm in art and theatre for my majors.
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After about an hour of theatre and learning directing stuff, class is over and just like Nicky said, she was there, waiting. I walk up to her and hugged her. "Let's get to my art classes." She nods and looks at my schedule, we head there yet again silently and drop me off. I wave knowing she'll be there. If only that was the case when I got out.
After class I walked out smiling ready to see Nicky but with faces with Emmy. "Why are you everywhere and where is Nicky?" I said walking up to her. "Oh she gets a hug...well she told me to go get you since she....uhh is talking....to josh...about you, and what will it do to make you like me again." She says. "I don't know..." I walked ahead of her. "I don't have any classes untill tommorow morning so....I'm going to my dorm" I say. "Cam! Wait up!" I hear Alex scream pushing emmy out of the way. "Sup Alex..." I say. "Aye what's with you?" She asks stopping. "Okay...so, emmy told me why she straight up left me, then assumed because I didn't have feelings back for her that I was straight, when I don't even know what my sexuality is, yelled at josh for being there for me, then Nicky, grabbed me away from them bringing me to my classes, and when I was ranting and getting angry...she....kissed me, and now I'm even more confused on how I feel...." I say as quick as I can. "Hold up, my sister kissed you!" She asks I nod. We head back to our dorm and I close the door after Alex and lay on my bed. "Wait....did you say my sister made you more confused?!" She asks breaking the silence. " yeah" I quietly say grabbing a book. "It's not that, because of her generally, it's just her kissing me, I think-" I get cut off by her.  "Okay, stop rambling, now do you need to clear things up, like go make out with a few girls, maybe some guys, hell just experiment, I did that during middle school, I know I'm bi...but just...don't be afraid to try something new." She says to me looking over. I nod and start to read. "Hell...I know you may hate her for what she did but, even experiment with Emmy.....josh too.....you don't have to date them....just see...." she adds after a little bit I get shocked. "But-" I get cut off by a knock at the door. Alex heads up and opens it. "Hey....can I steal, camy?" I hear emmy say using my nick name. "Whatever...sure" I say followonf her. We walk into the hall and close the door behind us. "Why can't you forgive me.." she said looking down. "I have....but it's going to take more than Sorry to gain trust....or assuming someone straight isn't smart either...he'll, I could have kissed you hen and there if you didn't assume anything....but instead Nicky....never mind." I say cutting myself off. "Wait! Nicky kissed you!" I nod. "I was angry and I was rambling like usual and she kissed me..." I add. "Are you two a thing?" I shake my head. "No, I just think that....I don't know what I like....Alex told me to experiment with...." I start to mummble. "You....josh...Nicky....anyone really" She looks at me shocked. "W-Well....I-" I cut her off. "I need time....I don't know what to do!" I say not lookin at her. I felt her get closer to me, I start to panic (at the disco OKAY JAY STOP BEING EMO) she pulls me into a hug. "I still love you...." she whispers to me. I pull away from her. "Then...please give me one good reason you left...." I say tearing up. "I...was afraid....we know I'm not good with feelings...and even if I stayed, I know you wouldn't be able to react well..." she says, being honest. "I'm stuck with you and Zander forever. Or atleast I thought I was." I mummble. She freezes. "Oh yeah...i did say that....Zander is an asshole.." she laughs a bit I nod. "Oh can you too stop being awkward and just kiss!" I hear Alex say as I turn around to see her at the door. "How long we-" she cuts me off. "So who is Zander.?" Emmy and I look at each other. "Old kid we knew." I say. "Now leave!" I add. She laughs and closes the door. I look down. "God...what has my life come too..." I say thinking about Alex telling me to kiss her, but like, it's weird, I don't know what I feel for her, do I like girls? Guys? Nicky? Alex? Josh?! I don't know, maybe if i kissd her she'd fe the wrong idea, think I want to be something, but if o do kiss her, then I may know if I'm into girls....fuck it...I lean on and kiss emmy, my old best friend, the person I thought I would never even speak to again, she kissed me back. I finally pull apart. I may be bi. Do I even like guys? "Cam...." she starts to say. I just stay silent. "I think....I like girls....." I say finally.