Hi love...(lesbian story)

Chapter 5

Camryn's P.O.V
"This doesn't mean we are a thing emmy, I just needed to know..." I exclaim. "I know...maybe we could go on a date?" She says. I shrug. "Maybe.." i say heading back into my room closing the door behind me, and Lay down. I start to listen to music while reading. I am ignoring mostly everyone right now due to everything, and I guess I started crying because Alex walks over takes my headphones out "what's wrong...you literally walked in quietly closed the door then just sat there reading with head phones in..." she said making me look at her. "Nothing....I don't know....I-I miss being young and cuddling with a friend not because we were gay, or anything like that, just because we were friends, caring"
*flashback*
It was about 12:30 am and emmy was getting tired, I wasn't really, because I never sleep this early, but I turn off the light and lay next to her, we were close enough to do this, we've been for a year now, I look to her, to see her laying wide awake. "You look cold..." I say, she nodded, I moved closer to her so that she had more of the blanket, she relaxed a bit and moved to face me. She moved closer to me cuddling me, I didn't mind I just laid my head on her chest and fell asleep. The next morning I work up to her looking up smiling at me as I head to the kitchen and start to cook, I feel her hug me from behind like we were a thing.
*end of flashback*
"Did something happen between you and emmy?" She asks me as I nod. I see Nicky walk in. "Okay what did this bitch do this time?" I look at her "nothing, it's what I did...." "what did you do!" She looks worried "I kissed...her" she smiles "so! How did it go! Are you gay! Bi! Straight! And I knew you would! But like I pro-" I cut her off "calm yourself Jesus it's like I just told you I'm getting married and you are the maid of honor! I may like girls but I don't know about guys....So maybe bi? But she asked me on a date which I was afraid of I don't know....I don't want her to get all excited like we are a thing but what do I do now..." I look down avoiding eye contact. "Are you into her?" She asks making me look up at her "I don't think I am? I haven't really been into anyone for a year now, I just haven't met the right person..." she nods. "Well let's do something fun! I set up the ps4 if you wanna play? Or we could watch a movie!" I laugh "what games do you got?" She smiles "Well, I've got, overwatch, Detroit become human, call of duty: black ops, gta5, and Assasins creed" she pulls the games out "I'm down to play call of duty" I smile. We put the game in and start the game and start playing.
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It's been a few hours Alex and I are still playing when we hear a knock at the door. "I got it" I say getting up and heading to the door. I open it to see josh. "Hey!" I smile letting him in. "So what's this I heard about Emmy and you kissing?" He looks confused. "Okay we'll sit down this is a long story.." he sits and I explain everything to him from the Nicky kissing me, to Alex telling me to experiment, to me kissing Emmy. "Well shit..." I nod "and I'm afraid now that I might have lead Emmy one when I didn't mean to I just don't know what I like or who I'm into and like....josh, I don't even know if I'm bi or a lesbian!" He is just sat there shocked. "Then kiss him." I hear Alex say. "What! No!" Both josh and I say In sync "first of all, I won't kiss my sisters crush? Or the girl she is in love with. Even if I had feelings for camy, I'm not gonna let my feelings hurt my sister" josh says even more shocked than I was. "I'm not going to whore around with josh and Emmy, plus Nicky kissed me too! What do I do!" I tell dramatically falling onto the bed. Josh and Alex laugh. "Camy calm down!" Josh says laughing. I look up at them. Alex looks at josh. "Never tell a girl to calm down even if she is a questioning lesbian" she laughs. "We don't know if I'm a lesbian! That's the problem!" I yell. Nicky walks in "hey why was I invited to this party!" She laughs causing us to laugh. "Good! Nicky! Kiss camy!" Alex yells. I looked shocked either at her calling me camy it he fact that she told Nicky to kiss me. "What the fuck!" Nicky yells. "Why!" She adds. "Because we need to know if she is a lesbian or bi!" Alex yells. "That's not gonna help, if she only kisses girls! You just want to see me make out with someone!" I roll my eyes at them and get up and walk over to Nicky."Alec if I kiss her will you shut up!" I yell. "Yes!" She yells. Nicky blushes, I grab her face and kiss her quickly. "Still doesn't help! Since I've only kissed girls!" I say, Alex getting excited. "Either way you and Nicky should go on a date." I rolled my eyes at Alex's comment. "We are not just gonna go on a date" I say laughing. Josh gets up "Alright, you know I love helping overdramatic camy trying to deal with her lesbian self, but I've got to go before Emmy thinks I'm fucking camy" he laughs. Josh leaves closing the door. "Why do you want us to go on a date so bad?" Nicky asks Alex as she takes a seat next to me. "Because, I can tell you are attracted to her, and I have a feeling she is attracted to you." She says causing me and Nicky to look at each other confused. "We barely met a day ago, we are friends but I don't know her that well....she's pretty I give her that, hell she is gorgeous, but I don't even know what I like." I say looking at the other girl sitting next to me. "And there is also Emmy....I don't even know if I want to be back in her life and I just fucking kissed her." I add sighing laying down next to Nicky almost on her. "Like I've been so broken and almost died because of her, because of her feelings, so why should I let her back in...so why the hell would I kiss her...I'm just going insane..." I added looking up at Nicky. "Camy...I understand...but it's going to take time..." she put her hand on mine then added. "But trust me, josh, Alex, and I will be here for you no matter what." She smiles at me as I smile back. "Thanks Nicky, you guys are the best..."