Dont Let Me Go

Chapter 4

I throw on my light blue bikini, with black shorts and my hair in a pony tail. I look at the time at is 1230.

"Isabel!" Harry scream from downstairs. "come down here we have guest honey don't be rude" he says laughing.

"Oh husband I'm so sorry" I say dramatically running down the stairs while Paige and Niall watch us act this out.

"It's okay sweetie, just be polite" he says grabbing me by my waist.

We start to laugh and I look at him, then I look down and he kisses me on the forehead and tells them to come in the living room.

"Let's go to the beach, then the movies" Harry says and high fives Niall.

"Umm you paying" I ask. He nods and I hear my phone go off in my back pocket. It's Jordan. I look at all of them and before I pick up I blurt out "oh boy" and get up and walk to the kitchen while it's dead silence in the living room as if they were listening.

*what do you want* I kinda whisper so they can't hear.

*i miss you, come home please* he practically begs to me as if he were right in front of me on his knees

*come home, I am home* I scream *you can stay with that bitch of a whore you were with yesterday* I rage with anger.

*you were fine with fucking her yesterday you don't need me anymore, and I certainly don't need you* I add on. I can't believe I'm saying these harsh words especially to someone who a week ago meant the world to me. I wait for a respond but instead he says nothing.

* just like I said before "you don't think I was lonely you don't think I had temptation, but I didn't do anything because I knew what it meant, it meant something horrible!"*

I hung up before he could even think about what he should say.

I can feel tears roll down my eyes, as I run upstairs to the room so they won't see me. As soon as I get in the room I lock it behind me. I'm so mad and yet so sad at the fact that I spent my life with this man for three years. Not even a man he's only twenty one and hasn't even become a man. I feel like screaming and pulling out my hair of how crazy he makes me feel. Instead I throw everything that I packed onto the floor, breaking a couple of things. I learned to love him, now I have to learn how to live without him, knowing it will be hard I have to. Seeing what he is putting me threw I pick up every single thing and clean it up like nothing has happened. It's the beginning of the summer litterly, I don't want to spend it depressed over someone I know doesn't give a fuck about me. I slam my iPhone5s against the wall, cracking it, but not breaking it.He makes me so angry and I wanna pull all of my hair out, but I don't I just cry. I bet he's happy to see that I'm crying to see how bad he has hurt me.

"Bel" I hear a familiar voice, Harry is the only one that called me that ever. He says jiggling the door. "please open up. What's wrong." he says knocking on the door.

I decide to open the door, then I sit on the bed. I can feel the tears roll down but I stop and wipe them away, before he could notice.

"What happened, what was with all that yelling and ruckus" he sounds worried and concerned.

"Nothing, he ju-just cheated on me yesterday and today still has the girl at our" I stop myself "I mean his house". I start to feel my cheeks get wet. And his hot red lips press against mine, and I forgot about why I was crying.

"Shhh, it will be okay everything will be okay" he says and it relaxes me. I start

to think i have no where to go, i dont have a house or an apartment thanks to.Jordan. I feel like thats what he wanted, i think he wanted me to fall for him actually fall for him deeply and feel something for him. So he can come crashing down on me, shitting on me the worst way possible. Treating me like i was nothing, like what we had was nothing... I got to hand it to him hes a really good actor if he could act all of this out for three years. Disgusted. I release myself from his warm embrash and go pick up my phone.