As we walk down the stairs knowing what I'm leaving. I start to feel happy now that I know I don't have to worry about that happening again because I left. but I can say it does suck to know that the guy you have been with for three years will go and cheat on you, risk everything, but mostly ruin it. I'm not going to cry because I'm not going to be depressed.
I see Harrys black Bugatti. With his windows open every single one. He pops open the trunk and throws my stuff in there.
"Thank you" I say smiling at the ground.
"Looks like you're trying to get away." he says looking at me and I start to tug at my cardigan.
"Yeah let's go please" I say getting into the car and closes it.
I can see him smile while walking around the car to the drivers seat.
He starts the car and drives out of the drive way.
"Where do you wanna go?" he says. what kind of question is that obviously Paige's and Niall's house. But I feel like I would be intruding. I wanna ask if I can go to his house but it would be awkward or something.
"Umm is it okay if I umm" I start to stutter.
"Yeah it's fine, but don't go in my room" he warns me
I feel like we should talk and catch up.
"So, have you been dating these past three years" I blurt out asking and looking down at my fingers.
"Actually yes, I tried for a month but none of them was like you, none of them made me feel the way you do." he says making me look right into his eyes. I totally forget about what had just happened. His accent always gets to me especially when he's sleepy. he pulls the car over.
"I wanted to kiss you ever since you got into this car" he says looking me dead in the eye.
"Will you let me" he says grabbing my wrist gently. I nod and his lips come crashing into mine, tasting like mint and cherry Chapstick. his lips are warm and soft which makes the kiss sensational. We make out for about five minutes and I pull back not because I wanna stop it's because I'm tired.
"Im very tired," I say "about two hours ago I was on a flight back to Cali didn't sleep at all and everything that just happened I'm so tired and exhausted I need some rest" I say softly
"And don't think I'm rejecting you either I loved that kiss" I add on
"I know I get it" he says
"It felt great kissing you like that again just know I'm not loosing you again" he adds on "and that's a promise"
"Okay" I say in a tiredly voice.
He start to drive again. it's dead silence in the car not an awkward silence. it's like were both tired so were not talking. I wanna sleep but I don't want to. I feel like it will be awkward.
"Do you wanna talk about what just happened?" He asks looking at me and then back on the road.
"No... not really, later just not now. it's too soon and I think I'll get sick talking about it" I say trying to smile so I won't cry.
I wanna tell him, but all the pain and built up anger is going to come out and I don't want Harry to see me mad.
"But remind me tomorrow, that I want to get a tattoo? please?" I say
"Sure what tattoo though?" he asks curiously.
"A sea turtle" I say and he laughs
"A sea turtle" he tries to him in his laugh "why a sea turtle" he says still laughing.
"It's not funny, I want it cause it symbolizes creation, strength, endurance, determination and innocence." I tell him
"Wow you knew that" he says sounding shock.
I'm so tired. I think he can see the drowsiness in my eyes. I keep opening and closing them, but I don't want to sleep in his car, well I want too but I think it will be awkward.
"If you wanna sleep you can" he says. Answering my prayers.
"You NEED some rest of you have been up for hours and hours" he keeps talking but I don't really are because he's worrying about me.
"You can put the seat down and I have a blanket in the trunk oh shit" he kinda slams on the brakes
"I'm sorry" he says pulling over
"I'll go get the blanket for you so you can rest" he pops open the trunk and gets out of the car.
It's very kind of him to let me just stay at his house after everything we have been threw
"Thank you for everything" I kinda shout so he can hear me
"No problem, it's like am hour ride so just rest" he says slamming the trunk shut and getting back inside the car, tossing me the blanket
"Thank you again"
"Get some rest Isabel" he says getting back on the road.
I start to think a little about me and him getting back together and it makes me smile. but then I realize, I don't think he would want to get back together with me. After what happened and me leaving him for someone else We'll see.
"And Harry your not rebound. your not even close to being one your special to me you really are" I say and he chuckles
"Goodnight love" he says and it's makes me smile
He puts in one of his cd's in and my favorite song comes on. "I need a doctor". I look at my phone and it's 12:05 in the morning. in exhausted, tired and hungry, but I can careless about being hungry I just want some sleep. I slowly start to doze off into a sleep... I wake up for a second to say thank you again to him
"Thank you again and again Harry"
"Isabel stop saying thank you it's fine" he says
Thank you tho" he says taking a deep breath. why is he saying thank you to me, I'm haven't done anything but make my problems his problems now.
I wait for him to add on to wait he was saying I'm some what nervous, but I shouldn't be. it's Harry for Christ sakes why would I be nervous or scared. I smile.
...........
"Thank you for coming back in my life again" he says lightly squeezing my thigh
"Please don't let me go or don't leave me" he says pleading to me
"I promise I won't" I say and I will never break that promise ever. I start to think.... I made a mistake once of letting him go and thankfully he still wanted me I will never make that mistake again. I yawn and dove off to sleep.
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Dont Let Me Go
FanficIsabel left Harry for someone else who she thought was the one Jordan was his name. It's been three years, Isabel has been with Jordan. He cheated on her when she was away in Washington for work. So she packs all her stuff and was suppose to stay at...
