Scars//Cameron Dallas fanfic

T.H.R.E.E

LEXI'S POV
I was changing into my pajamas until I heard my phone go off I saw that I had some mentions on Twitter silly me thought they were from the guys but no...they were from none other my lovely haters and I couldn't help but read them the curiosity was eating me away wondering what they said about me.

Minxibae: @lexicanifff you're so ugly why do you even hang with our boys
Debbielove: @lexicanifff she doesn't deserve to be a caniff
Carly143: @lexicanifff I'm pretty sure the guys don't even like you they probably just put up with you just cause your taylors sister

And the comments just went on and on and on...I couldn't even see the screen anymore because my eyes were filled with tears just waiting to fall down I shut my phone off and threw my phone on my bed as I got up racing towards the bathroom. I quickly pulled out my razor and had it against my skin all I had to do was simply slide it's across and there it was...the blood oozing out like a waterfall I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding in but after that cut everything felt so much better.

You would think that I'd cry, panic, hyperventilate when I cut myself but really when I feel my skin split in two is when I feel the most calm, I ran my arm under the faucet water to let the blood drain after that I hopped into bed and stared blankly at the ceiling thinking what it would be like if I was just gone from this world and with that thought I slipped into a calming sleep.

I woke up at 3 in the morning to the sound of my phone again I look at it squinting my eyes to see I have one mention on Twitter my dumb self decided to look at I prepared myself for any horrible thing said but to my surprise it wasn't a hate comment it was more than that.

Camerondallas: @minxibae @debbilove @carly143 for yalls information @lexicanifff is probably the prettiest girl I've seen, she's a BADASS caniff and we all love her...maybe more than Taylor😜

I couldn't help but smile the thought of him doing that was so special to me but then I thought that this one tweet doesn't fix everything...people will still hate me no matter how hard I try I turn off my phone and cry myself back to sleep.