Amanda meets Brennen.. but Brennen is such a fuckboy. And he messed with my best friend. What if it happens to me... but he's SO CUTE!! But I also don't really wanna be in a relationship.. What do I do?
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Hey guys I try to update maybe o...
Yes yes I know this pic is super old.. I was trying to find one of all four of them in dressy clothes and this what I got.
"Amanda! Amanda!!" Elijah shakes me. "The fuck?" I say. "Get ready for church" he says. "What time is it" I check the time and it's 10am. "Ok I'm getting up" I jump out of bed, do my makeup, and hair. And wore a black t shirt dress and my black flats from Aldo.
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After I finish spraying myself with a bit of perfume I go to see where everyone else is "Yo is everyone ready" I yell while walking downstairs and to the kitchen. "Ya let's go" mom says. We all pile into on car and drive to the church. It was about a 10 minute drive. We park on the street and rush to the building because it was almost 11am. We all walk in and find an empty spot in the middle of the pew. We hurry and sit down. "Turn your phone on silent" Elijah whispers. "You always tell me to. You'd think I would remember" I whisper. "Are you on your period orrrrr" he whispers back. "Oh my god I hate when guys say that. Like just cuz I'm angry doesn't me-" he cuts me off saying "shut up" "don't tell me to shut up" I say back. He nudged me with his elbow. I do it back. Again and again and again .... "stop" Chelsie whisper yells . We stay silent for the rest of the mass.
SKIP MASS: As we were getting up from our seats I feel Someone squeeze my hand. I look up and I see Brennen smiling. "Brennen" I say he let's go if my hand. "Hey" he says. We all casually walk to the front of the church. I called my mom over to meet Lisa. "Yo Ma wait!" I say catching up to her . "I want you to meet someone" I say. "Who?" She says. "Jessica's mom" I say. We walk over to your the Taylor's with Chelsie, Elijah and X following. "Lisa" I say. "Yes" She says turning around. "I wanted you to meet my mom" I say. "Hi I'm Cindy" my moms says with a smile. "I am Lisa. And these are my kids Jake, Brennen, and Jessica." Lisa says, and they all wave. "This is Chelsie, Elijah, and Xavier" mom says, chelsie gives a small wave, E and X smile. While My mom and Lisa are exchanging numbers and just talking. I look over to Xavieri and see him staring at Brennen. And Brennen is just standing there awkwardly. I hit Xavier in the chest with the back of my hand and looked at him. I then looked over to Jessica and gave her the this is awkward face. "Sooooo.. uh Jess. Do you know Xavier?" I say breaking the silence. "Ya we've got a few classes together" she says. "Ya" Xavier says. I went silent again. "Amanda can I talk to you for a sec" Brennen says. "Ya" I say. We walk to a quiet area but are still visible to the others. "My God why is it awkward" he says. I laugh "ya, I don't know like..." I say. "So um. What did you do yesterday?" I say. "Nothing just hanging out with Jake" he says. "Oh so you weren't following me?" I say. "No" he says. "Hm ok" I look over to the others. "Jake! can you come here!" I call. He walks over "what's up" Jake says. "What did you do yesterday?" I ask. Jake looks over to Brennen then looks back at me "come on don't bring me into this" Jake says. "Tell me" I say. "Yea we were following you" Brennen says then walks away. We watch as Brennen walks away "what wrong with him?" I say. "He's so hung up over you, like he reallyyyyy likes you" Jake says "ya I know that but he doesn't have to be like that" I say "I dunnooooo" he says. We walk back to everyone else. Brennen is not even look at me . I'm gonna makes things worse just to bother him "hey Jessica can I come over after school?" I say. "Ya sure" she's says. I look at Brennen, he's looking at me like bitch wtf. Mom and Lisa walk up to us "Ok, it was nice meeting all of you but I think it's time to leave now" my mom says. We all say goodbye and leave the church. We went home, Elijah and Xavier played video games. Mom had to leave for work so instead of staying home me and Chelsie decided to go to the gym.
AFTER GYM We came home. I took a quick shower without washing my hair went downstairs to my kitchen grabbed and apple and sat down at the table and stare out the window. What should I do today? I continue eating my apple when I remember what Jake told me earlier.
EARLIER We watch as Brennen walks away "what wrong with him?" I say. "He's so hung up over you, like he reallyyyyy likes you" Jake says "ya I know that but he doesn't have to be like that" I say "I dunnooooo" he says.
Do I even like Brennen. Honestly I don't even know. Because he's my best friends ex, but he's so cute, And sweet, and did I say cute. Hmmm But who do I talk to? I can't talk to my friends because none of them like him and the will just make fun of me. Jessica is going to be like no what the heck. OOOH.. maybe I'll talk to Bradlee.
Txt w Bradlee Me: Hey Brad Bradlee: Hey
Me: wanna hangout rn??
Bradlee: omg ya I'll pick u up txt me yrrr address
Me: [address]
Bradlee: cya in 20
Me: cya
20 minutes go by. I'm sitting on my couch waiting for Bradlee when I hear a honk outside. I run out the door and hop into Bradlee car. "Bradleeeeee" I say excited. "Hey girllll! What do you wanna do today?" he says. "I just wanted to hangout with you!" I say. "Is it about Brennen?" He says "a little... I got tea" I say. "Ok first where are we going? My house?" He says. "Sure" I say. We drive over to Bradlee's apartment. When we walk in the place looked cute and cozy. "You hungry?? we can post-mate something" Brad says. "Naw I'm good" I say. I follow him over to the couch and sit. We were just sitting there then he looks at me. And now he's smiling "whaaaaaaaaatt" I say knowing what he's gonna ask. "So tell me about Brennen" he says. "Ok so he's always super flirty with me and like I've never been in a relationship or anything like that so I didn't know how to respond. At first I was like no you need to stop but then I kinda started flirting with him too. But like I don't know if I should date him because of his past. And lots of my friends and people around school say he's not a good boyfriend. And then yesterday when I was shopping Brennen and Jake were stalking me and I confronted him earlier today and he got angry and stormed off like a damn 5 year old" I explain. "Yup. That sounds just like him. He must really like you because if he can't get a girl within days he'd go to the next..." he says. I throw my head back "oh my gooiiooooooooooddd" I say. "Forget I said that it doesn't make it any better. But he really likes you a lot" he says. "Jake and Jessica tells me that too. But I don't knowww" I say. "So what are we gonna do" he says. "I kinda have thought of a plan, Just to test. I wanna start off as friends and just hangout do regular things. Not being touchy or flirty nothing like that. But if one night we're watching a movie and it somehow becomes a heated make out session then I'll know" I say. "OOOooOOoOoooO" he squeals. "Ya But I don't know how to like voice it to him" I say. "I'll talk to him" he says. "Ok.... wow that was a lot" I say. "Ya I think that deserves some food" he says. We order post mates and just hangout and talk. We've been together all day it is getting late and I decide to just Uber home. I got home just chilled with my mom talking about my dads wedding and about our emotions and feelings. I don't like talking about. And went to sleep.
