Messed Up World

Chapter one

""I was never really insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched""  I said when the teacher asked us, wich quote from a writer is your favourite. I chose Edgar Allan Poe because he's my favourite author.

"Impressive Ryder. You have terrible grades but you have a good taste in literature" Miss ILikeToTakeThePissOutOfStudents said.

I just rolled my eyes like I always do because I've got more important things to do then stay in English class and listen to this hag criticise her students.

More important things IE go find my boyfriend Hunter. We have been dating for nearly 5 months and I love him, I think.. He's a year older then me which is a bit if a bitchsqueal to be honest.

As the bell rang I rushed to my locker, only to find my three best friends:

Ace, Matt and Rain. They all have very different personalities:

Ace: love struck, childish immature, funny, "kawaii" and very girly

Matt: mature, honest, straight forward, funny, loyal

Rain: secretive, intelligent, adorable, honest, funny.

"Hey guys" i said "Hey Ryder" Matt replied and Ace looked down.

The thing is, Ace is madly in love with Matt, Rain is Ace's ex, I've got a (secret) crush on Ace and Matt is dating a guy called Andrew. So it's pretty fucked up.

I've been thinking about breaking up with Hunter but I know that I don't have a chance with Ace because Matt loves Ace too but he's too pussy to break up with Andrew. But I just want them to date..

I am not a very honest person because at some point Matt and I were friends with benefits. We only did oral and kissing. So I basically cheated on Hunter. Nor Ace, nor Rain know. And I want to keep it that way.

So we walked into the "playground" and sat on our usual bench. I was waiting for Hunter and Matt was waiting for Andrew.

We waited 3 minutes and the two of them arrived.

"Hi baby" Hunter said and he kisses me. I kissed back but the kisses now-a-days don't feel the same as they did in the beginning. His lips are still sweet, but there is no firework.

I don't think I love him anymore..

I needed to break up with him. But like Matt, I'm too pussy to do it too.

We talked for a bit then we had class again. For the rest of the day I had biology. BORING. So i decided to catch up with some sleep.

At the end of the lesson, I got up and headed for my locker, where I said goodbye to Matt and Rain because Ace and I work together at the same place to get extra money.

As we exited the school, he was telling me about his feelings for Matt and that made my blood boil.

"Why the fuck are you telling me???" I though but didn't say anything.

I'm so relieved that the walk to work isn't long.

He kept talking amd talking until we got in front of a building, our work building, which on the front had written in pink writing:

"J's strip club"