Never Felt Gayer {bxb}

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🌈Chapter 5🌈

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Ailen and I were lying in my bed, his head in my chest, his arms wrapped around me, he hummed as I played with his hair.

I heard Ailen sigh and I raised a brow and turned to face him.

"What's wrong?" I whispered as I put a hand on his shoulder, he closed his eyes and shook his head.

"Nothing." He mumbled closing his eyes, I rolled mine but nodded. "Don't worry." He whispered before drifting off to sleep.

I chuckled and cooed at the younger boy lying on top of me, my eyelids began to drop and a yawn escaped my lips. I released a tired sigh as put a hand behind my head still, playing with Ailen's hair.

I fell into a dreamless sleep.

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"Mon beau." Papa greeted tiredly as he turned to face me, his hair tied up, some blond strands fell down his tanned face, he looked tired.
(The literal translation is "My beautiful" but it is used in a caring manner like "honey, sweety or love")

I nodded in his direction and walked to the fridge, opened it and grabbed a coke can.

"Ça va? Alexandre?" Papa put a hand on my head and combed my hair lovingly. (Are you okay?)

"Oui, ça va bien, papa." A fake smile gathered on my lips, I felt papa's eyes on me as I left the kitchen but shrugged them away, clearly too coward to tell papa the truth, I went to my room and opened the door, Ailen nowhere in sight--I grabbed my phone, shoes and hoodie and put it on as I climbed down the stairs.

"I'm going for a walk!" I yelled as I grabbed my keys and slammed the front door close.

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I sighed as I closed my eyes and swang myself, impulsing forward with my legs then lifting then into the air as the swing went backwards, the sky was dark--probably I've spent the day sleeping with Ailen--there was tecnically no one in the park, only those odds teens who think they're cool.

I rolled my eyes at the group of teenagers, probably younger than me, as they turned their heads and eyed from head to toe to some girl jogging by.

I shook my head and leaned it back and stared at the night sky, the stars bright and twinkly, some shined more than others, I closed my eyes and released a shaky breath while I thought about today's events.

I had found out I was gay--after masturbating while thinking of Noah, a guy I just met--literally.

The swing to my left creaked, I turned my head and my eyes widened as I stared at the boy next to me, his face was covered by his white hood, some of ginger hair showed from under it so I assumed he had long hair.

I kept my eyes on the mysterious boy when he turned to face me, he had pale skin, his nose and cheeks were tinted by a slight pink colour, making him look adorable. He had long pale eyelashes and seemed to had light coloured eyes--I couldn't put my finger on it because of there was no light.

His confused face turned into an embarassed one when he caught me starring.

"What?" He asked curiously as he turned to completely face me.

I licked my dry lips and shook my head, a smirk curved onto my lips as I raised a brow.

"Sorry, you just made me realise that angels do exist." I winked in a flirty way and bit my lower lip as I stared at the boy from head to toe.

The boy blushed and looked away, I chuckled and caressed the back of my neck. He stared at me from the corner of his eye and raised a brow, I tilted my bead slightly to the side and offered him one of my most charming smiles.

"You...you are Alexandre Nolet, right?" He whispered, his hands on each side of the swing's chain, I nodded slowly and raised a brow.

"So?"

The boy turned to look at me, he bit his lip as he stared at the ground, his hands on his lap, he fidgeted with his fingers as he stared at the sandy floor.

"W-would you go with m-me on a d-date?"

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