Chapter 12
I sat down awkwardly next to Ishmael as the rest of them ignored me. Me and Ishmael had started talking at school, I guess I blew things out of proportion. I need to stop pushing people away from me before I end up lonely again, plus Ishmael means a lot to me he was only worried I guess.
Kemisha-I would have smashed her head in mate are you dumb" Lauren nodded in agreement
Lauren-Shams your getting soft my love" she shrugged
Shamiya-sometimes it's not always about getting the last punch or word
Daniel-preach it my girl" she smiled weakly at him
Lauren-well you know she took you for a mug, all I know is I wouldn't have it
Shamiya-maybe I was wrong init. You know when I get too demanding sometimes it can piss someone off
Lauren-oh well.
Kemisha-I still would have banged her" Lauren and Kemisha then high fived each other. Lauren then looked at me and looked away.
Me-do you think it was Lauren?" I whispered to Ishmael
Him-nah I don't think she's that cold
I sat back keeping quiet. Recently people have been having the stupid idea that me and Julian has sex and that he broke up with me straight afterwards. I looked at her and shook my head
Her-what do you have something to say" I ignored her knowing that if anything got out of control I'd be the one left hurt. The doorbell then rang.
Her-you know your being really stupid
Me-and your being really childish
Her-okay so what, you need to know that when you push people away you won't get them back
Me-okay. That says everything then" she shrugged. Julian then walked in spudding the boys ignoring me fully
Her-You seem to think the whole world revolves around you...
Me-what? Are you being serious, says the one who likes to ignore people when they don't get their own way...
Her-someone has been listening to Naima too much
Me-well at least she's actually being there for me" her mouth the dropped
Her-I wasn't there for you? Who invited you around numerous times? Who took you out? Bought you shit... I did so come of that
Me-well fine, thank you I appreciated it.
Her-I was your only good friend, you keep getting mixed up with Naima and see where your life goes, and trust me babe it won't go anywhere. You'd soon be following her footsteps into becoming a top sket
Me-she's not a sket" everyone in the room laughed, even Ishmael.
Her-if that's what you think say no more
Me-you know what this is not even about Naima it's about what happens in my life and that shouldn't really concern you
Her-says the one who opened up her heart and told me her whole life story in the school toilets after talking to me for the first time in her life" Julian then looked at me
Me-Naima was right
Her-aww what did she say, what that I'm spoilt and that I'm a bad friend. You're not the first person she's brainwashed. You know what I'd give it a month and you'd be just like her. You're not acting like the Zahra I met a couple of months ago
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Teen FictionNot everyone is as fortunate to chose when their innocence is to be let go. Zahra a 15 year old teenager who had her's stolen by her father at a young age. Being so young she grow up naive thinking what was wrong was right but she soon grew up and...
