In some moments, I feel everything and nothing at once.
In some moments, everything matters but nothing does.
It's in these moments that I want to give up on everything but I can't.
In these moments, happiness is a luxury and smiling becomes a chore.
And every little insignificant thing that I've heard and felt comes crashing down on me.
It's on these moments that the devices of my mind claw at me, making me feel worthless.
It doesn't matter how much I try to find that worth, life just becomes one huge messy blur in black and white.
I don't even know what to do anymore.
