I hate myself so much, yeah it's so simple to say but some of you may not understand. When I look into a mirror or anything with a reflection I look at it and see myself and I want to rip my face off looking at it. I speak about myself like I'm speaking about dirt and I get disgusted when I have to wake up and look at the mirror to see my face . I want to ripped my body to shreds just so I don't have to look at it, I ask for things that can help me cover my face like jackets, hats, glasses, and I even try to get those fashionable surgical masks. My mind just dwells on why do I have to live I'm disgusting looking and revolting I don't deserve anything. I get compliments and I think they are just trying to be polite or pity me because they can see I suffer. It's stupid to say all these but that's how I feel and I know it's things more important to think about then these idiotic feelings.
