am I insane? Danny Worsnop & Ben Bruce fanfiction (gay ship)

Am I insane? Chapter 2

"Good morning America!" I opened the balcony doors to feel the wind and look at the people outside. I could already see fans of ours, which always makes me super excited. "good morning Ben Bruce... I am going to kill you, it is fucking 9am you little fuck." "shut up Cam." I threw a pillow at him. "get your drunk ass out if bed. you too James!" I laughed and went to the bathroom to take a quick shower and brush my teeth. Danny was the only one sleeping when I came out, which was nice because I could look at him. Camron was smoking outside on the balcony with James, Sam wanted to use the bathroom and I was just about to get dressed when I heard Danny saying my name. "Need anything buddy?" "Um yeah, my boxers. Can you just throw them here?" "S... Sure." I smiled and turned around, trying to figure out which one was Danny's suitcase. as I opened it, I felt something pulling my whole body down and then I felt cold wind all over my legs, butt and um... Yeah. "Danny!! not again! oh my god. I hate you." I quickly tried to put the towel back on my body while listening to Danny laughing his ass off. "fuck off, Danny." I grabbed one of my boxers and black skinny jeans, trying to wear my boxers without showing any part of my lower body. Danny got out of bed. "come on, princess, it wasn't that bad." he smiled and tried to mess up my hair. I didn't even answer him, only because I couldn't speak after feeling his hand against my forhead or after he pulled the towel off of me. I put on a black tank top that was on the chair, I don't even know if it was actually mine but oh well. "I'm going down to eat breakfast. is any of you coming with me?" "yeah, sure." James smiled and turned off his cigarette. "Alright, let's go mate." I opened the door and when we got to the elevator I pressed the buttons. "is everything okay?" James asked quietly, he was looking pretty worried. "yes, of course, why?" "nothing, it's just um... nothing." "it's okay, you can say it." I looked down at my shoes and then back at him. "you look pretty sad all the time and we're kind of worried about you." "what?! why?" "I don't know but um... just wanted to make sure you're fine." "I am, everything is perfectly fine! in fact, everything is perfect and I'm really excited for this tour and everything. I guess I'm just tired, that's why I may look sad." WHAT A FUCKING LIE!

Of course I'm sad, I am inlove with my fucking best friend! and he's a GUY!

James wanted to sit outside so he could smoke after we're done eating. I had some coffee and well, we had nothing to talk about actually so we just had our breakfast listening to the people inside, the people on the beach that were right in front of us because our hotel was very close to the beach and we could also hear the actual sea and waves. after we were done and James had his cigarette we went back to our room to see what everybody else were doing. We have a show tonight, which I am really excited about. I love being on stage, it makes all of my problems go away for a while and even after the show if we drink a lot, which we usually do. Danny was doing something on his laptop and the rest of the guys, I mean, Sam and Cam went out for a walk, just to explore the area and everything around our hotel.

-show time-

We were all standing backstage with our guitars/drum sticks, ready to go on stage. I made sure everything was okay before we all ran into the stage, making all the fans scream and shout even louder. Danny said a few things before he actually started singing and the rest of us were playing some random things to make some noise before we started playing.

"ARE YOU READY?" Danny yelled and we started playing. my fingers were moving faster and faster on my guitar, and it made me excited but very calm at once. I love playing. it helps me forget everything else in my life.

"That was one of our better shows mates." Sam said with a huge smile on his face. "Ben? Hello..." Cam tried to get my attention and laughed. "Get this wanker a drink!" He said and the guys cheered. "Fuck off Cam." I pushed him and we kept laughing. The pub wasn't too full of people which made the night better since there weren't too many girls trying to throw themselves over Danny as they usually do. Of course he never turns down a chance to fuck but still was nice to have a calm night with the guys. About an hour later, of course the guys were still having fun but Danny? So drunk he forgot how to walk and kept talking shit. I was the only responsible person around once again and had to carry him all the way to out hotel room. "Danny. Drink this." "Is that beer?" He asked playing with the water bottle i gave him in his hand. "I'll give you more beer if you drink all the water." I said, lying of course. I took off my shirt and put it in the sink so i can wash it after Danny threw up a little on me in the elevator. "Where's my beer now?" He asked laughing as I was trying to help him brush his teeth. Our faces were close to eachother, my hand brushing his teeth perfectly. "Spit it out." I said quietly. He looked me in the eyes smiling. "I didn't get laid tonight." "So?" "I guess I'll have to jerk myself off then." "And?" "Just saying. Help me out?" "Shut up Danny, the alcohol is going to kill you one day." I sighed and gave him a towel. "Go to bed." I said quietly, turning the lights off. "Thanks Ben." He said while I was covering him up in his blanket. "No problem." I whispered. I was so tired and felt sorry for Danny, i knew what a hell of an hangover was waiting for him for when he wakes up. "You're such a good f.. Friend." He said half asleep, so very drunk still. "You need to get some sleep Danny." I said right before sitting down on his bed next to him to text back James who wanted to know what's up. Danny's hand grabbed mine and my phone fell on the floor. "Ugh." I sighed and leaned over to grab it, but instead of my hand reaching my phone, Danny's lips reached mine. His soft bottom lip brushing over mine and his teeth gently pulling on my bottom lip as his tongue started tickling my lips before getting in my mouth. I closed my eyes, shocked, paralyzed, but yet I wanted this so much. more than anything. his beard and mustache tickling my face, his nose against mine were the last thing I felt before pulling away in shock. "I... I um..." "Good night Ben." He said pushing me to get off his bed so he could take all the space for himself. "Jesus Christ." I locked myself in the bathroom, sitting on the floor, my face buried in the palms of my hands. What the fuck just happened?

-to be continued...-