I was on the rooftop of the building where the party was held. My feet were dangling on the edge and I was barely sitting down. I was thinking about Jumping off cause why not?.
Even if I jumped off I wouldn't die. I'm immortal anyway.
I was right here thinking of all these suicidal thoughts. Should I just stab myself? , should I burn myself?. I was thinking of reasons on why I hated my life and why I should end it.
I was going crazy.
I suddenly felt my eyes turning blurry and after a blink , I was crying.
If you're asking why I'm crying. Well it's because I'm hurt. He promised me that he'll never do such thing like that again. Im crying because I risked something that I knew will kill me.
I didn't even like him and it just happened fast , moments later I was already engaged and in love. I fell for him and I don't know how or why. Crying for a man is stupid but I'm doing it right now.
I said that second chances are stupid and disgusting but I gave him so much.
"Feng Mian what are you doing?" I heard a voice from behind me and when I turned I saw Xukun. I looked away right away and I sighed. I hurriedly wiped off all the tears and I acted like I was fine.
In a blink of an eye he was already beside me and just like that I sighed once more
He was trying to hold my hand but I pulled away. "What's wrong my princess?" He chimed and I glared at him. I then said "you're with her again Xukun". and just like that he frowned.
"What's wrong with being with her?". He asked and I glared at him.
"There's really nothing wrong Xukun , having another girl kiss you like that is just fine right? You can have all the girls you want because you don't a have a girl marry the next day right?".
There he frowned more.
I then said "if that's fine for you then it's fine for me too right? I'll be with other men and you wouldn't be worried because you can have that bitch if yours anyway".
And just like that I disappeared.
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Vampire Prince | Cai Xu Kun
Fanfiction(Once called "Catch") "Don't you leave ever again Liu Feng Mian" Started: July 2 2018 Ended: July 18 2018 [unedited]