My Psycho Love| k.t.h

14° - coming back - °14

"Let's go to McDonald's" Hari suggested and my eyes widen because that is a reaaalllyyy good idea. I haven't been to McDonald's in FOREVER. "Let's go. Like, right now. Get up" She chuckles, takes her car keys and drives us to the most magical place on Earth: McDonald's.

We order our shit and sit on the 1st floor which has a beautiful view of the Han river and modern buildings "I missed this" And I miss him. So much.  I don't have his phone number or his address but I do remember the way. I'm just too scared. What if he doesn't let me go? What if I see him with another girl... But there's also a possibility that he's in so much pain because I'm not there. I love him with all my heart... I really miss him "Y/N?" Should I go see him? "Y/N??"

Hari pulled me back into reality and chuckled "You looked like you were in deep thoughts... What were you thinking of?" I look at her and my beautiful hamburger then sigh "When I was... Away on my little vacation...I" I feel so bad for lying to her but I have to. For his safety and her brain. "I met someone. He's a guy, and~" - "Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. Y/N has a crush, Y/N has a crush"

"No.. it's not a crush. I legit love him... I miss him so much" She looked at me in shock "I don't know if I should be proud and happy or sad because you miss him so much" she ate her french fries and smiled at me "Why didn't you contact him?" - "He didn't give me anything" I scrunch my face and eat my hamburger "While you were gone I spent $200 on trying to find you" I hit her arm and continue eating.

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I came back home at around 11PM. Hari, Mika, Lisa and I went to a karaoke club and walked around a bit.

I took a nice, warm shower and put on my sweats. I also made myself a fruit salad. I remember when I made myself a fruit salad and Tae wanted to eat it too. SNAP OUT OF IT Y/N!

I turn on my laptop and watch BOTCHED and KEEPING UP WITH  THE KARDASHIANS. I watched the old episodes like when Kim lost her diamond earing that costs $75 000 and when Kim hit Khloé with her purse.

My addiction to watching BOTCHED is getting worse. After a whole season of KUWTK and 3 episodes of BOTCHED I went to sleep. Right after being on Instagram for half an hour.

I turn off my bed lamp and find a comfortable position to sleep in.

I wonder what Taehyung is doing? Is he OK? What if he's with another girl? Why do I miss him so much? It's only been 3 days... What if he's sick? Oh no! What if he's dead? Ok Y/N he's probably not dead. What if he isn't sleeping because he isn't well? That's really bad for him. Should I go check on him? Yes. Am I making this as an excuse to see him? Yes.

I grab my car keys and try to remember the path. Ok... I gotta turn right at the amusement park then keeping going straight until I see that huge ass tree that has a scarecrow next to it then turn right again. Keeeeeep driving, like for a reaaalllyyy long time until I see a billboard about iPhone X. His house should be up the hill.
Let's do this.

After driving for an hour I finally arrive. His house shouldn't be hard to find it's the only one in the area. I see lights coming from far away and drive towards them. Bingo!

I get out of the car and lock it. God I'm nervous. Why am I so nervous for? I jump over the fence since it was locked and, of course, fall. "Fuckkkk" I whisper-yell.

I finally get up and run towards the front door. Should I knock? Should I ring the bell or should I yell? I'll ring.
I click the little button like 10 times. He ain't here yet so I push the button until I hear... I hear him "I'm coming, I'm coming Jeez" Why am I blushing? What am I blushing forrrr? He opens the door and... Holy shitt he didn't get a lot of sleep did he? "Y- Y/N" he looks surprised...

"I'm sorry!" I hug him tightly "I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have left! I miss you so much! Are you OK? Did something happen? Did you see other girls? Why didn't you sleep? Are you~" He cut me off with a gentle and soft kiss. He really knows how to shut me up.

"I'm fine" He said and smiled "I missed you too"

"I wanna be here with you. I don't wanna go anywhere. I need you" I say and cry. I missed him so, so much.

"Let's go in" He says and I nodd