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Just cut one part not all of it!

You know what? I feel so weak, i cant even see properly because of crying for ours.

"You should have just died! you dont deserve to live! get out!" Was all i cannthink

"You stupid bitch! just die aleeady!" I thought again tears fall down "stupid tears! come out when its useful! Im just so stupid..." I continued to cry "i wish i could be a better person on others sight..." I look up "God, why? Why? would i have to many things to get through before i  die? Im a useless woman who should just die all along why did you even made me live?" I asked the lord.

I heard a passage "its because we need to test your ability to beat that all up! we wanna see how you can get through this..." I once again tear up "lord! i cant beat it anymore! im to weak! i might go insane " i said in a crack voice.

I passed out after i finished sayimg the sentences do i look like im a trash or a doll? so you can do anything you want to do with me? Just cut one pice not all!