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Tied

Im tied up just because of doing stupid things....

I can tie up myself to get rid of this world why cant you just let me smile? Thats an easy request that youve never done since i was born.

Why? just tie me up so you can be more satisfyed! i want you to see how i suffer since all you wanna see is me suffering right?!

Call me a psycho call me a killer! cause thats all i am even if im not like that you would always believe other people rather than me.

Thats why maybe thats why, did you ever see me smile? Fuck! NO!

I would try to smile when you ask me to! but its all fake...my depression is really unbearable! i cant even stop myself for harming myself i would always end up in fights or being bruised all by myself.

I tried making you proud but all i did was just dissapoint you...why? i thought you want me to make you proud? But your just being a bitch who wants to make me suffer.

Im not in my normal state im in a state of dying i cant even breath, i have to do that something that makes me happy! But i cant you told me that you buy what ever i want but in reality you never bought them.

Your full of excuses you said you dont have much money to buy those things.
Mom! I had enough of ypur lies! I can see your purse is full of money!

I had enough im hurt truely mom physicaly and mentaly hurt by everyone beside me who i trust and love does even myself lie to me?

Im so sick of your fake words and love you said once i was a child im a princess but in reality you think of me as an trash or a toy that you can do whatever you want to get what you like.

You wont even hesitate to sell my body to a random man just to get money FUCK! that must have hurt? No...it doesnt im always hurt so i cant feel it now.

I would tie up myself and die like that instead of living a horrable life.