fighter // john murphy

{ it hurts }

Atlanta's breath was not the best. It was deep but it was also slow, which meant something. — her time was coming. She was all alone in the woods, well except for the company of Roan, who was also dead.

"I'm not going to make it am I?"

"I don't want to give you that answer, Atlanta." Roan said carefully and Atlanta groaned in pain.

"Are they coming, at least? Bellamy, Murphy and the others?"

"They are." He nodded slowly.

"I'm-I'm sorry about Azgeda." Atlanta said low, pressing her hands against her wound. "I should have done better. I should—"

"It's okay, Atlanta. No one blames you for what happened." Roan said softly, putting his hand on her forehead. "You're burning."

"I can feel that," Atlanta said softly. "I don't want to die." She said low, looking at Roan. "But I'm ready for it."

"I know you are but trust me, Atl. Death is not the end." He smiled gently and he kissed her cheek before he vanished right in front of her.

"Roan?" She asked, trying to stand up. Instead of seeing Roan, she saw Murphy and Bellamy, both running on her direction.

"Atlanta, what a hell happened?" Bellamy asked, grabbing her close.

"Atlanta?" Murphy asked because Atlanta wasn't even opening her eyes.

"Bell. She is hurt." Clarke said, running to them as Octavia and the others took care of the people they just rescued from Mount Weather. "Octavia! Jaha! Finn!" Clarke started to shout.

"Glass! Wells and Raven!" Octavia screamed and they all ran to close to Atlanta.

She had a family after all.

"H-help." Atlanta mumbled, taking her hands off her wound.

"She was poisoned," Clarke said low, looking at Bellamy. "She won't—"

"She will survive." Murphy cut her words. He was already crying. The thought of losing Atlanta was the one that would hurt him the most.

"We need to say goodbye." Jaha said low, cleaning his tears.

"I'll be the last one." Murphy said as he kissed Atlanta's forehead and he walked away, along with everyone but Jaha.

"My dear." Jaha said low, grabbing Atlanta's hands. "I'm so sorry for all of this."

"It-it's okay, dad." She said low as she smiled at him, for the last time. Each person would have around 1 minute so everyone could say their goodbyes. "Spacewalker." She mumbled low once she saw Finn, who was fighting himself to not cry.

"Baby spacewalker." He chuckled, cleaning her tears. "I'm proud of you, Atlanta, I swear to you." He said kissing her forehead as she smiled softly, feeling the pain get harder.

"Clarke Griffin." Atlanta said low, smiling.

"I'm so sorry I can't save you," Clarke said, breaking into tears. "I wish I could do something."

"Take care of them while I'm gone." Atlanta said and Clarke hugged her.

Atlanta couldn't really move but she knew the pain was harder for those who she was leaving behind.

"My favorite mechanic girl." Atlanta closed her eyes for seconds before she could see Raven, kneeling down and cry.

"We're gonna get through this," Raven said softly. "We're gonna."

"Faith. Keep having faith." Atlanta bounced her head, as she cried. 

"Please don't leave us." Octavia cried loudly and Atlanta smiled a little, pressing their foreheads together.

"I'll always be with you." She whispered low.

"No one is gone until they're really gone." Wells said low, next to her. Atlanta bounced her head, smiling gently.

"Brother." She said low as he pressed his lips against her forehead and then, leaves. "Glass." She smirked a little.

"Maunon Fraga." Glass joked, cleaning Atlanta's tears. "I'm sorry I don't know how to fix you." She bounced her head and Atlanta smiled a little.

"It's okay. I'm okay." Atlanta whispered and Glass left. "Bell—"

"You can't leave. You can't leave us." Bellamy bounced his head, pressing their foreheads together. "You're our family, don't do this, Atlanta." He cried low and she pressed her hand against his cheek.

"I'll look out for you. All of you." She smiled gently.

"You've accomplished so many things, sis. You're so strong." He cried and her breath started to become slower. "Murphy!" Bellamy called in pain.

"I'm here, I'm here." Murphy grabbed Atlanta on his lap, brushing away the hair of her face. "I'm here, Atl."

"I'll leave you two alone." Bellamy whispered and Atlanta looked at him. "I love you, Atl." Bellamy whispered and Atlanta whispered it back.

"You're okay, you're gonna be okay." Murphy kept saying as the tears slowly ran through Atlanta's eyes.

"I s-should have said it b-before." She chuckled. "I l-love y-you." She said low and he nodded his head, crying.

"I love you too. God, I swear I never meant to hurt you." He cries, cleaning her face slowly as she runs her fingers through his face. 

"Kiss me g-goodbye. P-please." She whispered as her breath starts to fail. Murphy pressed their lips together and before he could realize, Atlanta was already gone.

He looked at Bellamy and both of them screamed so loud that even angels could ear. That was real pain and they were feeling it. Murphy cried more than he was ever able to but at some moment, he saw a giant white flash and he swore he saw Atlanta but he was already unconscious to be sure about it.

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WOW, ITS MY PENULTIMATE CHAPTER WHICH MEANS: ONE MORE UNTIL THIS IS OVER. OH GOD.

ANYWAYS, I'LL BE A GOOD PERSON AND WARN YOU THAT MY NEW BELLARKE FANFICTION IS UP ON MY PROFILE. IT'S CALLED "SWEET DOCTOR" <3

I LOVE YOU ALL AND WELL

Rip Atlanta.