Vacation with the bad boy. (REWRITING)

15 : home

Noah's p.o.v

It's been awhile since I've spoken or saw Emily. I miss her but she's right I'm selfish and she deserves way much more then me....she deserves someone that can treat her better than I could ever she deserves someone perfectly imperfect and I'm far from perfect not to mention far from perfectly imperfect.

Now I'm sitting in the same room I've been in for the past week reading the letter she left her me.

Dear: Grey

I am Sorry I left but I just couldn't face my mom after what you did.... Knowing that I ruined her happiness just for mine.

I'm sorry I fell for you because it all just caused shit in our lives.

Im sorry I don't deserve someone as selfish as you.

I'm sorry I hurt you.

But I had to it was all for the best....I can't face you after what you've done. How could you be so damn selfish when we agreed not to be?

I have to go and please don't come home just because I did enjoy your vacation Grey remember it's suppose to be the best vacation for you and the worst for me and honestly it was the worst but best vacation for me.....and I hope when you come back to school everything would go back to normal and let's just forget it all. Forget the hill...forget the kiss on the beach.... forget the fireworks on the roof... forget the dance in the rain...just forged I was even there go back to hating me Grey it's best for me and for you.

Love: M....

How could she think I could just forget her like that. And how could I go back to hating her if I never actually hated her but it is for the best I guess but not for me for her and I'll do anything to make her happy but I'll never forget anything.

In a few days me, my dad and aunt April will be going back home and school starts. We will be going home a day before school and I need to talk to Emily. The only reason I didn't go back home is because Emily told me to stay......

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Emily's pov

I finally arrived home and immediately checked my refrigerator for some ice cream and went up to my bed. It's been a long day so I sat on bed listening to music and looking at pictures of me and Grey we took. I giggle a bit when I looked at the one where he made googly eyes while I bite his cheeks. Fuck I miss him but I don't need him, I deserve better right? Yeah right what I really is to get over him and move on find someone less selfish, more considerate, kind and sweet.
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I woke up at 2 in the morning and I couldn't sleep after so I sat up and binge watched gossip girl, the scene where Blair told Chuck if he say he loves her she'll stay which made me sob and for some reason think of Grey. My phone began to ring. Who would phone me so late at night? Then his name popped up on my screen and I didn't not knwo what to do so I just stared at it til it stopped ringing. I wonder if I should hear the voicemail he sent. Should I? What the hell...

Hey Em, it's me Grey. I know you'll be sleeping and that's why I phoned you so late so that you wouldn't pick up. Because I kk iw if you did you'd say something I know you don't mean. Uh all I wanted to say is stay safe, phone me if you need anything and I'll be there as soon as possible. Please em please stay stafe I don't knwo what I'd do if anything happened to you. I miss you. Bye

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