Vacation with the bad boy. (REWRITING)

6 : i wasn't the one that left

It's been 2 days since I've spoken to Grey.
I couldn't stand seeing his face after what I saw that night.

Honestly I have no idea where his been. I have no idea what's going on.

I was walking down the stairs because I'm a little clostifobic so I will never take the elevator, but its ok we're only on the 13 floor. Yeah it's alot of stairs but I'm fit enough to do it.

"Emily?"

Oh god no, and I did the exact same thing I did that night.

I ran.

I stood against the wall hoping that I lost him.

And then I felt a hand on mine.

"Emily please,"

I tried walking away but he pushed me against the wall.

"What do you want Grey?"

"To explain,"

"Explain what?"

"What you saw that night,"

"Oh I don't think you have to explain, i saw enough to know what you were doing,"

"Please"

"Why do you want to explain? It's not like you losing anything,"

"I am losing something, ok!" He yelled hitting the wall next to me.

"And what would that be?"

"You," he said under his breath, that I could barely hear him correctly.

"How can you lose me,if you already have."

"I know I just thought maybe if we spend enough time together we could be friends again. I miss you Emily,"

"Yeah but that doesn't explain what you did to her."

"I was drunk and I have no idea what made me do that, I do things I wish I didn't do, but I do it anyway, and it all started when we stopped being Friends, and I hope we could be friends again."

"I'm sorry Grey, but I don't want to be your friend, because the guy I want to be friends with his dead,"

He stood there and I could see pain in his eyes still pinning me against the wall and I took that opportunity to leave.

"I'm not dead!"

"Yeah I know but the guy I loved is,"

"What? I knew it I knew you felt the same way," I turned Around to face him and he was smiling. I looked in his eyes and I could see he felt like there was still hope for us, but there was no hope at all.

"I admit I loved you. Past tense" I turned around again to face the other way,I felt a tear fall down my cheek.

"You're lying, you're lying to your mom, you're lying to me, you're lying to yourself when you say you don't love me anymore, I know you still love me and I love you too, I can see it in your eyes I love you Emily please just please don't leave me again!"

"You see that's the problem...I wasn't the one that left."

And with that I left, tears streaming down my face.

Love is just a waste of time. I keep telling myself hoping that one day I'll believe it.

But whatever I said back there to Grey was completely true I don't love him I love the Grey I use to know not that monster over there.

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