Vacation with the bad boy. (REWRITING)

2 : Screw up

I've been locked up in my room for the rest of the weekend, with empty pizza boxes laying around.

I had no idea,why he keeps on hurting me it's not like I asked for it. And to think I actually liked that guy. That asshole of a guy.

I felt humiliated and horrible for the way he treated me. For the way he treats me. I just wish it could go back to the days when it was just me and Grey. When it was us against the world but I know it will never be the same again.

I walked in the doors of the school and all eyes were on me, and no I don't mean when there's this hot new girl that walks in the school and all eyes are in her, I mean I'm the lonely loser type of all eyes were on me.

"Hey look at miss goody two shoes," Grey yelled.

"Lonely as always, why the hell did you come back no one wants you here loser," he said as he pushed me against the locker and started laughing.

"Why don't you just leave, go to another school, or whatever but not here, don't come back next semester it would be best for all of us."

I just stared into his cold blue eyes, wishing I could see the love I always use to see in it.

He was staring at me, his eyes locked in mine, and all I could see is anger and rage.

"Leave her alone Grey," we all heard a familiar voice say. Grey turned around to see who it was and it gave me a path to see Ray staring at him with anger in her eyes.

"Hey." He said grabbing her by her waist.
"Leave me alone we done remember." She pushed him away and took my hand and walked away.

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"Are you ok?" Ray asked leaning against the wall in the girls bath room.

"What did you mean you guys are done?" I asked curiously.

"He broke up with me for some chick, and I have no idea why he grabbed me. But I'm sorry for the way his treating you."

"It's not your fault"

She walk up to me and hugged me.

"You know his a dick"

"Yeah"

"So you gonna walk out that door with all the confidence you have."

She took my glasses off and losened my hair causing it to fall over my shoulders in messy weaves and she put some gloss on my lips.

She took my hand and we walked out the door and again all eyes were on us. Until I fell in the stupid trash can, and everyone started laughing.

"You such a screw up" I heard someone say in the crowd of teenage kids surrounding me.

I got up and ran away.

I was standing at the back of the school I sat down and took a banana peel out of my hair and threw it to the ground.

I couldn't help but cry. I can't wait til this day ends then I'll be at California away from everyone and everything here. I really need a break,a break from everyone here.

They were right I am a screw up.

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"Emily, pack your bags in the trunk, we leaving soon." My mom yelled from the kitchen.

It's finally time I leave this place even if it's just for a few weeks. I intend of coming back as a completely different person.

As I packed all my bags in I got into the car.
Damn this is so tight. I was wearing a short denim jeans with a sleeveless white sweater and a jacked as it's cold this early in the morning.

We boarded the plan and I sat at the window.
For the entire flight I had my headphones in staring at how beautiful the view is. I can't wait to get to California, I need a place were I can find a new me. A new beginning a reason to live.