A Fucked Up Love Story

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I've found more interest in writing so here's another chapter enjoy~

Eren's POV:

Once my uncle left I went back in the house and began to walk upstairs to my room. " Where do you think you're going" I turned around to see my stepfather on his feet looking at me. I walked back down the stairs and stood inches away from him, " who told you to get up". When I said that he took two steps back and his fist came flying at me, I stood there and watched him miss and fall to the floor. I laughed at him and walked up stairs " just stay down it's for the best". I grabbed my back pack an a duffle bag full of clothes for two weeks and walked out the house locking the door.
I called Levi's phone but it kept going straight to voicemail, I called again and again but no answer. " What the hell" I said aloud, I began to think something had happened to him....."what if he doesn't want to see me?". I don't know why I want to help him... he's not right, but this is all my fault I know it is. I can't just leave him there alone. Before I knew it I was at his door, I knocked and the door creaked open, I slowly stepped in. " Levi! " I called, but no answer. I walked in his room to find him on the floor bleeding from both wrist. I looked at him in Horror, this can't be happening.
"What have I done"
"What have I done"
"What have I done"
I couldn't stop repeating those words as I struggled to call 911.
When the women picked up the phone I practically screamed at her... Words were coming out but I don't know if they were the right ones ...before I could tell her the address I fainted ....I was out cold.

Levi's Pov:
                        
" Finally.    
                
   This is it
                 
    I've waited so long for this moment.

             Please.         
                             Don't wake me up. "

          
               

            
                                 - beep-
                     - beep-
         - beep -

"No"......

            -beep-

"NO!!!!"

"Please I'm so close....just let me go. I can't take this no more!"

"My heart hurts....

"It hurts so bad"

"Why'd you save my Eren.....I was so close to freedom"
I tried to open my eyes but I was so tired...I was awake.... living... breathing. This is not where I want to be. I can feel the needles in my skin the mask on my face and the oxygen pumping through my body. All the things I didn't want to feel. It's not his fault even though I wanted it to be, I didn't leave a note one that night stand telling him to let me die. All of these thoughts running through my mind I began to get a migraine, my head was pounding I wanted it to stop. All of a sudden it did, maybe they doped me up with some type of medicine. I forced my eyes open, I was barely able to see but what I seen was something I wish never to unsee. It was Eren ...his kiss made the pain go away, I wanted to hug him but I also wanted to punch him at the same time. I've never been so happy to see him. He was crying which made me cry, how could I do this to him....the trauma I must have put him through. I know we barely know each other but...my feelings are strong and I know what I want. I just hope that he wants the same.

Hey babes, I know this chapter was worst then the last but I'm trying.....I hope you enjoy tho 🤘