A Fucked Up Love Story

What have I done?

I promise I'm not dead.... I'm just a procrastinator...my bad. But I hope you enjoy this chapter.
  

Eren's POV:

               After my mother called me I decided to go back to sleep, I was so fucking tired I threw myself on the bed and Levi came and curled up on my chest. When we woke up it was around 12:00 so decided to make brunch then I would go home and face the monster that was waiting for me at the door. I got up and went in the bathroom before I go help Levi make brunch and I took a long look at my body in the mirror, I had hickys everywhere especially my neck. I looked at it and was groaning because I knew my mother's was gonna say something about them. I walked out the bathroom into the kitchen to see Levi at the counter cutting up vegetables .I walk up behind him, put my arms around his waist and put my face in his neck then breathes deeply. " Good morning handsome" he says to me with his beautiful voice, " Good morning to you " I say in a whisper. He turns around and tells me what he plans on making for breakfast but it was all a blur because all I was thinking about was how perfect he was. He's jaw line was crisp, his hair couldn't fall more perfectly and his eyes were good enough to hypnotize a man....what else could I ask for. " Hello ..Eren!!" Levi snapped in my face " huh " I said jumping a bit " did you hear anything I just said to you, probably not "  he sighs and turns around and continues cutting vegetables. " Sorry I was day dreaming" I clear my throat so he would look at me but he didn't.." so what did you want me to do" I ask him rubbing the back of my neck. He turns around and sighs loudly " go in the fridge and take out the eggs, strawberries, butter, cinnamon rolls and get the bread and sugar from the pantry " he turns back around and puts the vegetables in a pan and begins to cook them, " Okay" I reply.

Levi's POV.

                    I don't know why I was being so agresive towards him, he just wasn't listening I'm not that good looking to make him stare at me like a deer in headlights. I was so nervous, that was the first time I had sex and I feel like a slut losing my virginity so early. what would my sister think of me....how could I. He did it like he was a professional. I'm starting to think he's not really a Virgin, what if he lied to me just for sex and how could I just give it to him. I know I was the dominate one in the beginning but now I'm getting skeptical about all of this, he's really clingy for a virgin....but how would I know that. As I'm cooking the vegetables Eren is whisking the eggs for omelettes, he walks over and pours the eggs in the pan and adds salt and pepper and then goes and places the cinnamon rolls on a pan to be put in the oven. I put the pan on low and grabbed the bread and began toasting and buttering them, when I was done with that Eren took the rolls out of the oven and let them cool by the window. I walked over to the table and began to set it with my silver dinner wear I bought when I went to Japan with my sister, I only used it when I had guest over. Eren walked over to the table with the cinnamon rolls in one hand and the bread in the other, so I walked to the kitchen and grabbed the rest of the food. I walked back to the table and placed the food on it then sat down across from Eren, and we served ourselves then began to eat. We ate in silence, making little eye contact. Once we were done eating we cleared the table then Eren went to take a shower so I decided to practice on my favorite hobby.

Eren's POV:

                  I walk into the bathroom and strip of my clothes and began to think, what is wrong with him. Did I do something wrong , I just wanted to give him love something that he needs. But instead I got dirty looks and attitude. I turned on the shower and let the water run on my body , after I sat there for about 10 minutes I decided to wash up. I got out the shower and turned off the water and begin to dry my body. I stopped to listen and I heard a violin playing from somewhere in the house I thought that couldn't have been Levi. I walked out of the bathroom putting on my shirt and followed the calming music that was coming from... I don't know where his house was kinda big for a high school student. I walked in the living room and saw a room off to my left, I walked In and saw all types of instruments. I saw Levi sitting at the edge of the piano playing the violin with grace, he looked like a angel. All of a sudden he stopped, and He spoke. " How was your shower" he said with his head hanging low, "It was good....I didn't know you could play all these instruments Levi" no answer. He looked like he did something unforgivable and I was starting to worry " Levi....are you okay?". I went to go touch him and he jumped " Yeah I'm fine" he said quickly, I looked at him questioning if he really was. "I'm gonna start heading home, I was wondering if you would come with me?" He looked at me and said " Umm, I think I'd rather stay home, I don't really like going outside". I looked around his living room and it hit me, I should have known all of his curtains are black could the reason why he's so pail and is acting all strange is because he doesn't like people or the sun."Levi....is my presents bothering you?...if so I can lea-" he cut me off "It's not you Eren...what no of course it's you...no I didn't mean to say that" I didn't know what was wrong with him he was shaking and holding himself then he was holding his head..it was scaring me.

Levi's POV:

               I looked at him and he was backing away from me like I was a monster. I held my arms close to my body and put my head down, "Eren I think you should go now" I said trying to hold back my tears. "No I think I should stay" he said with a questionable voice. " Please Eren don't make me ask you again" I said in a stern voice, I looked at him and his eyes widened then he went to my bedroom to retrieve his things and left.

" What have I done "