chapter thirty-three

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by zakandameerah_

by zakandameerah_

~Camila Cabello~

"Nash!?" I cry, looking into his ice blue eyes.

"Good day, shit face Karla Camila Cabello Estrabao. The honour is all mine." He said in his best British accent, falling into a deep bow.

"No, no, no. The honour is mine, crap breath Hamilton Nash Grier." I said, trying to hold in a laugh. Nash and I have known each other since like, forever. He helps me with songs and stuff like that. To be honest, I kinda have a crush on him. Then, flashes filled our eyes, illuminating our face.

"Paparazzi," Nash whispered, taking my hand and leading me away. He put his jacket over my shoulders and put he sunglasses over my eyes. "There," he whispered, still not letting go of my hand, "that should do it. I'll take you to my hotel."

~Shawn Mendes~
"Noooo! Uncie Shawnie! You've killed us, awl! Oo are werawing socks and sandawls!" Tyler blubbers, falling down to his knees and instantly trying to prise off my sandals.

"Fine, fine, fine!" I laughed, sitting down and taking my shoes off.

"Dat bettewr."

Numb.

That's all I felt.

Like nothing would go right in life, I would fail and crash to the ground, disappointing every one around me including myself. I am a fucking failure, I don't deserve to be here, I don't deserve Echo or Elizabeth, I'm not fucking needed here.

I'm an unworthy piece of shit that should fucking die. I'm useless.

Why has Echo stayed with me for so long.? Why?

I love her so so much but I don't deserve her. She's too much for me, she deserves somebody who can give her the life she deserves.