Amnesia (5SOS)

Gone But Not Forgotten

"I-I'm sorry. I can't go on. Molly means to much. I always told her, 'You go, I go', well tonight I am keeping that promise. She was my happiness my only perk in life. She was the light that guided me through my dark days. I know I've been smiling but really look. Is that happiness? No now shes gone, I've no reason to live. I just want to say sorry to everyone. None of this is anyone elses fault but mine.I beg of you all to not do anything stupid. If anyone finds me I'm sorry for everything. I love you all please dont forget me. Thank you to everyone  that has gotten us to where we are today.  I've lost my fight. The battle is ended. The long war with myself has ended with my only love dying. Blood shed will stain the hearts of the warriors forever, the battle field will be the burial grounds. The memory of me will soon fade. Violent words have been shared. People have  stood and watched me burn. They laughed. They shamed me when I was famous. The battle has finally ended. The war is over..." He shut his eyes and downed a whole bottle of pills. One foot was off the chair and soon came his other. It killed him instantly. The pressure had snapped his neck. His body swung limp and lifeless as the camera still recorded.

No one could believe it. Luke had committed suicide. Ashton stared at the wall. One of his best friends decided to leave the world and return to up above as an angel. The band will never go on. Calum stared at twitter as with each second a new tweet  appeared, 'Is Luke Hemmings really dead?! Someone tell me its a lie!' Tears welled in his eyes. He smashed his phone off the wall. Hannah watched him, terrified. Michael stared at his hands, thinking of all the times he had made fun of Luke. He regretted each and everyone of them. "I guess it's true, you never realise how much you love or care for someone until they're gone." Michael slammed his fist against the wall.

     Two days later...

The funeral was today. Fans gathered from far and near to Times Square, NYC. Each and every person was sobbing. The lose of him had an affect on everyone. A double funeral, for both Molly and Luke. It's safe to say they will be terribly missed. Near the end of the ceremony it had come to the eulogys. Ashton, Katelyn and Calum were chosen. Calum stood up and walked to the podium. His heart felt heavy. He cleared his throat as he started, "Luke was one of the most amazing people I have ever met..." Before he could even continue he had broke down into tears. Everyone knew it wasn't Lukes nor Mollys turn to go. Another suicide, the same trip. Molly was a grenade, Luke was too close for safety and she had brought him down with her, only she didn't know she was a ticking time bomb.