Amnesia (5SOS)

On The Search

The search had started for Luke.

Luke took a deep breath. He wished he was dead. He couldn't breathe right. He took a step towards the edge but suddenly was pulled back by the train of thoughts. He took a deep breath. Bursting into tears he kicked the wall hard.

A few hours later the 3 boys ran back into the room, "We can't find him anywhere," Calum was out of breath. Katelyn looked at the boys, "He isnt picking up his damn phone either."  Iiris sighed worridely. "Luke is the blonde one?" Hannah questioned quietly. Iiris nodded and looked down at her hands.  Everyone was in distress. Luke had lost the love of his life, the boys hadn't found Luke, their girlfriends had some serious injuries, the girls ended up fucked up for life and they lost one of their closest friends.

Luke walked throughout the city. Happy couples walked hand in hand past him. He felt his heart break again. He took a deep breath and ran to the nearest hotel. He payed for a night and took the keys.  Tonight was the night. No more pain.

He took a deep breath. He decided to video his goodbyes. He looked at his phone battery. Just enough to video. He put the phone ready to record. He tried holding back the tears as he searched the room for a rope. He sighed in relief as he found them. He tied the rope to the ceiling fan and pressed play on the phone. He stared into the camera as he tied the rope around his neck. He looked into the camera, tears rolling down his cheeks, "I-I'm sorry. I can't go on. Molly means to much. I always told her, 'You go, I go', well tonight I am keeping that promise. She was my happiness my only perk in life. She was the light that guided me through my dark days. I know I've been smiling but really look. Is that happiness? No now shes gone, I've no reason to live. I just want to say sorry to everyone. None of this is anyone elses fault but mine.I beg of you all to not do anything stupid. If anyone finds me I'm sorry for everything. I love you all please dont forget me. Thank you to everyone  that has gotten us to where we are today.  I've lost my fight. The battle is ended. The long war with myself has ended with my only love dying. Blood shed will stain the hearts of the warriors forever, the battle field will be the burial grounds. The memory of me will soon fade. Violent words have been shared. People have  stood and watched me burn. They laughed. They shamed me when I was famous. The battle has finally ended. The war is over..." He shut his eyes and downed a whole bottle of pills. One foot was off the chair and soon came his other. It killed him instantly. The pressure had snapped his neck. His body swung limp and lifeless as the camera still recorded.