I am sorry. I know we argue all the time. But arguing is inevitable when we've been around each other for so long. You have no idea how different my life has been since you've left. I tend to question myself more that you are not here. I was so dependent on you. We did everything together and now our conversations are merely a "hey,wyd." Life is tougher without the one person who knows everything about me. well used to. i miss the times we used to laugh about the stupidest things and did the most cringe worthy things. In total, i miss you. But sadly if i died. You would know nothing ive been through in years. you would only have the recollections of the past. That is my fault and im sorry for not reaching out more. I understand we have been looking separate ways for a while and i know we've met other people to laugh with and tell our secrets to, it just hurts to know the person that i once cared the most for wouldn't notice i was gone.
