I like you a lot okay and that makes me scared because I've never liked anyone. I honestly think I'm in love with you but, I don't really know my feelings confuse me. You always find a way to make me smile when I'm having a bad day whether it's by a really bad and cheesey joke or simply by you just talking to me. There's something about you that just makes me feel safe and comfortable. I love the way you smile because it not only brightens my day but lights up the whole room and it shows your dimples which I love. I love your eyes, I love how you can be in a room filled with light and they look like this really dark brown color I think of them as your puppy dog eyes because of how wide and brown they are. I love how when you smile or laugh you get these little crinkles by your eyes that make you look adorable. I love when you let me run my fingers through your hair. I love when you just look at me and give me a smile. I love when you just randomly start dancing for no reason because you know it'll make me laugh. I love how we can have deep meaningful serious conversations but I also love it when we talk about what we like and dislike, or food, or movies. I think my favorite thing out of many that I love about you is how you care about me and how you've been there for me when everybody else left and decided I was important you've showed me love even when I felt unworthy of it, You told me you loved me. I've tried to figure you out but honestly I can't and it frustrates me because it seems like I'm so easy for you to understand I really want to understand you the way you do me and I've even asked you but like always you give me a riddle answer. I've asked you why you cared about me you again answered my question with another question. Sometimes I just wish that you would look at me the way I look at you. You don't understand the pain I go through because I feel so stupid for loving you but at the same time I know that I can't stop loving you. You give me a reason to live and to smile and be happy, you feel my life with joy. I feel idiotic because I can't tell you that I love you because I'm afraid. I'm afraid that you'll reject me and call me weird and a freak. I know that I'm not a size two actually I'm far from it but I would love you like nobody's buisness. I would put you before anything else I would tell you how much I love you because you are my light when I can't see you shine and bring me back. I guess this is my way of telling you how I feel until I actually get enough courage to say it to your face. I'm not good with words or emotions but I'm absolutely sure that I love you. I have come to realize that love is the best and worst thing in the world it can make you or destroy you and I honestly hope it makes me but, if it destroys me that's okay maybe one day I'll find the one even though I think you are the one for me.
Sincerly,
A girl in love.
P.S. Thank you for showing me how to love even though it scares me a lot I finally know what it feels like even if it is one sided.
A/N: Um... Hi I'm one of the author's on this account I may write stories by myself sometimes but for the most part I'll be collaborating with my partner(s) on stories but, I just wanted to say thank you and I hope you guys enjoy whatever stories we put out because for the most part they're just for fun well maybe not this one but most of these are works of weird fanfiction and I want you guys to give us feedback on the stories and if we get enough comments and fans we might even do polls to help decide the fate of our stories😉. Any whore I just wanted to introduce myself I'm Nisha or you can call me Jay or whatever you want just don't call me late to dinner I'm sorry I make bad jokes all the time and I also make a lot of random references to fandoms (I'm serious) so be prepared haha I'll stop now sorry but anyways gotta swing peace✌~ Nisha🔮
