"Oh shit! Why? Bakit siya andito?" Maraming tanong saaking isipan.
BAKIT ANDITO ANG MOKONG NA ITO?
Dali dali akong pumasok sa bahay. At ayun na nga, nakita ko siyang naka-upo talaga sa sofa.
"Hi Jade! Its nice to see you—" what the fuck?
"What are you doing here bray? Diba tapos na tayo?" Sagot ko sakaniya. Its so very irritating to see his face here. At sa PAMAMAHAY pa namin? Oh em gee!
"Uh, I know. But can you give me a chance? Hindi yun sadya. I mean yung naabutan mo—"
"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?! GIVE YOU A CHANCE? FOR WHAT?! ARE YOU DREAMING?! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO LEFT ME!!"
Ayoko na ganito! Siya ang nang-iwan and ganun na lang yun? Di niya pinaliwanag saakin na ano ang dahilan, and he cheated!
NOT ONLY ONCE, TWICE AND THRICE!!
Fuck that CHANCE! And siya nga itong gulat na gulat. HAHAHA! You asshole mother fucker!!
"I didn't mean to do that jade. I was infatuated with Rein—"
"INFATUATED?! ALAM MO BA ANO ANG INFATUATED SA FUCK BUDDY? YOU'RE SMART ENOUGH NAMAN TO DIFFERENTIATE INFATUATION AND FUCK BUDDY, BRAY. NAABUTAN KO KAYO SA CONDO MO, SHE WAS BETWEEN YOUR LEGS AND HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT ITS NOT WHAT I THINK. GREEN MINDED LANG AKO? GANUN BA? PORKET DI MO AKO MAGALAW-GALAW, DI MO NA KAYA DIBA? KAYA BUMIGAY KANA SA IBA? IS THAT YOUR FUCKING REASON? AND I WAS RIGHT? I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG AND I WAS STILL THERE WAITING FOR YOU TO CHANGE, BUT YOU DIDN'T. YOU DID THE WORST THING THAT I DIDN'T EXPECT YOU TO DO SO! SO BETTER GET THE FUCKING OUT OF OUR HOUSE BRAY!! I DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR BULLSHIT MOTHERFUCKING FACE AGAIN!" I screamed with all my best.
I didn't expect that I can do that. Nilabas ko na ang lahat na gusto kong iparating sa kaniya.
Sa mga araw na para akong TANGA na naghahabol sakaniya at nagmamakaawa na mag-bago siya at huwag niya akong iwan. And sino ba naman ako para mag-bago ang isang gagong lalake para saakin? I was nerd that time. Ako yung tipong tao na pwede nyo lang lait-laitin kahit anong oras at araw niyo gusto. Its way back college.
Brayden was my boyfriend for 8 years. Since we're in high school. He met so many girls already and while we are together, he's having an affair with others. And I expect him to change. He took me for granted always. Until he met my best friend, Rein. Rein was my bestie when I was in College. We took the same course and they we're close because their family has a company. They made me believe that its only about their company. But until we reached 4th year in college, that was the time, I caught them kissing on the bench while Holding hands. I cried all night. I didn't tell him that. And after our graduation, I expect that he will break my heart. Yes, IT HAPPENED! I was the one doing his projects, assigned tasks and assignments. I was there for him to cheer him up when he is down. I was his cheerleader. But it changed when he met Rein. It hurts me a lot!
And here I am now, his nerdy-ex is a Successful Lawyer now.
Yung sino nagpaka-tanga sayo noon, siya pa ang naging successful kesa sayo.
Its time to end this thing with you bray.
Our fairytale was ended long time ago. Goodbye!
