Smoking in the balcony, looking at the beautiful view of Paris, Stefani was drowned in her thoughts, her fans, her songs, her legacy, it all vanish in one photo that she never knew about.
"Tea time Stef."Said her dear sister Natali, as she was putting the plate on the table, looking at Stefani with sad eyes. Stefani's sadness was too visible for the eyes, she wasn't hiding it, never tried, she was very tired"I'm sorry Stef, I wish I never sent you the Web" said Natali feeling guilty and sad "It's alright" she replied softly, turning down the smoke."If only I can just punch John so hard in his stomach!" Frowned Natali at the idea that she can't get to him.
She sat on the coach, poured some green tea for her and Stefani,"Come here Stef!"called for her sister, who was cleaning her face from the mascara that were around her eyes.She closed the window, and went down on the floor, making the couch that's her sister is sitting at her right. She took a sip from the tea, and stood up to go to her room"Are you going to your room Stef, so you can look at Taylor's pictures again" said Natali with an anger tone, disliking what Stefani has been doing lately "He doesn't love you Stef, he-"
"I know it's bad, but I love him!" said Stefani as her voice cracked, trying to hold her tears, turning around to face Natali "HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU! you're too high and depressed to think straight Stefani!" Said Natali getting closer to Stefani, she wanted to comfort her but she couldn't, as Stefani went screaming at her face.
"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND NATALI! YOU DON'T!" Said pushing her hand away, "You don't know how I feel, no one knows what I'm going through right now! no one loves me, no one care about me, I'm alone...ALONE!" Said as she was hitting herself, Natali covered her mouth in shock, she stopped Stefani before she could kill herself, Stefani found her legs giving up on her, allowing Natali to hold her.
"My imagination is the only thing that can remind me of love Natali" She explode in tears, covering her face in Natali's arm. Natali felt as if someone stabbed her heart, she feels very helpless, she wants to help Stefani, but no one can return time to fix a broken tea cup.
"I think we should go out" Suggested Natali, she thought it will be a lot better if she could change Stefani's mode by changing the weather " I know a place where you can breath and relax Stefani, trust me, you'll feel a lot better"
At first Stefani hesitated, but then she thought it will be a good idea, and honestly, she didn't want her little sister to be upset, she's already in pain because of what her fans are doing to her and herself.
While they're out in the streets of Paris, Stefani was insecure of the public, afraid that someone might come and hurt her and Natali, while Natali is doing her best to make her older sister as comfortable as she can. Stefani started overthinking "I just can't keep hurting her like this, and making myself a heavy burden on her shoulders" she thought as she was biting her nails, hiding behind her huge sunglasses and her pink cowboyish hat.
"I know a place where we can have great food, and gives good, energetic vibe" Said Natali, as she held Stefani's hand, taking her to that comfy place that will make Stefani feel better.
They went to the place Natali wanted, they sat down in a place where the weather is nice, and their seats are right in front of the Eiffel tower, they ordered food and chat, they had fun and Stefani were able to draw a huge grin on her face, making Natali relieved and happy.
While they were ordering dessert, Stefani saw two people who are very-known to the media, one of them were Jasmine who are a very famous model, and Catrina who is a Russian model , and a very close friend to Jasmine.
The whole world knows how much Jasmine and Stefani hate each other, their rivaly were huge, as both of them got out to the light in the same year, both were pop artist, but Stefani grew more famous, and Jasmine were in the shadows, and gave up her dreams to become a singer. Until now, she thinks that Stefani was the reason she couldn't become what she always wanted.
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