In Love With Her// Jared Leto x Lady gaga

;...To shine bright with the light;

"You look good"

"You are good"

"You'll always be good"

Washed his face, looked up in the mirror once again to tell himself:

"Good morning...Jared"

That's how Jared spent his days for the past 4 months, trying to make himself feel welcomed, as he lives in a small house in Manhattan.

After the boring routine, he wears sports clothes and a Jacket to get ready for a walk, picking up his phone with a bluetooth headphones.

He got out of the room and went downstairs to see his brother making coffee, he passes him by to grab a bottle of water he cooled it yesterday, "Did you talk with your manager?" Shannon asks still with a sleepy tone as he turns around to look at him, Jared lifts his head and looks at him with upset expressions, "he refuses to pick up"

He shuts the fridge strongly as he opens the water and started drinking it, "And you?" Jared asks not looking at his brother, who shrugged sighing, "he does...still looks for a manager he can hire for you" he walked to Jared and placed the mug down the table, "Are you...okay Jared?" Shannon asks worriedly as he rubs Jared's back.

Jared raises his head to look at him, "well...should I lie or be honest?" he said joking as a soft scoff escaped his lips with a smile, and the smile immediately faded, dropping his head down with a sigh. "Jared...if you-" Shannon frowned worriedly as he leant forward, but Jared lifted his head to gently to fake a smile to his brother, a perfect one. "I am fine Shannon...If I was troubled I'll come running to you" he said and held his bottle to walk away, picking up his keys and left the house, leaving Shannon even more worried about him.

Jared finally reached the park parking a bit away, he wore his headphones and hoodies before he got out of the car, wearing his sunglasses as he started walking, breathing peacefully as the breeze softly smoothed his face, he couldn't hear the sound of natures outside his head, only the songs that actually heals him and gives him power to keep moving.

And as he decided to open the radio, he landed on a radio station that said something that bothered him a little:

"At that hour, we used to put Lady GaGa's biggest hits, but due to what she did, we thought that if we did put her music, we'll be supporting her"

"They're punch of idiots"Jared thought to himself as he rolled his eyes,clenching his teeth "no one knows what actually happened , and yet they think its true...they don't know anything! they just like to make news out of nowhere!" He felt related, a lot related to her.

He stopped by a store and found a bench to sit on, while he was resting, he saw a place where they sell some albums, and at the front there was a poster of Lady GaGa that was completely destroyed and been drawn at, it even had some offensive words, making Jared remembers when people would come with hate posters hold and even glue it in front of his house. That was one of many reasons of why Jared moved out of LA.

The posters pissed off Jared,as he thought that no one deserves that amount of hatred, and because of that, he went inside the store, deciding he'll buy everything that has Lady GaGa name on it, his stubbornness will never rest until he buys everything.

He went to the cashier, asking where he could find lady GaGa's albums and stuff, the cashier and his friend found themselves laughing as Jared stood there angry, confused of the reason behind their laughter.

"May I ask what's so funny?" he asked, as he putted both of his arms on the table, looking at them with his blue-ocean eyes, when you look at it, you can see fire burning inside, that's how much Jared was angry.