He still remebers when
They meet in middle school, when
everyone was growing and learning
who they them self truly were, Jisung
was still awkward and was working on
his self confidence and self worth.
But felix,
Felix was beautiful, the sun that out shined any star or at least thats how jisung remebers it. They had meet when jisung first whent to chans house, he had made friends with two boys aroud his age that just so happen to share the same passion in music just like him.
The older had insisted that they all gathered in his house to share their music and try and make one together as a team, and the youngers had nodded in agreement quickly, as they hayped them self up talking about rap names and title covers.
He had nocked on the door shyly a bit timed as he looked aroud, he didnt hear anything no foot steps no 'im coming' just the passing by cars and the lonely wind.
He had started to panic maybe chan and changbin were playing with him.
Maybe changbin really did mean it when he said he was gonna drop him as a friend, he fiddled with the straps of his backpack hes about to turn aroud and dip before he makes a bigger fool of him self, when the door opens.
He turns around full swing ready to scream at chan as to why he didnt open the door up in the first place, when he sees the most breath taking human hes ever seen.
Hes smiling widly as he scratches the back of his nape.
"Sorry chans not here yet he said he was gonna go grab chips for his bros... im guessing your one of the bros?"
He tells him, jisungs eyes are wide mout in a straight line as his ears start to brust into flame he doesnt trust him self to speek so insted he nods his head furiously trying to die down the flames in his ears as he did so.
The cute blond boy steps aside allowing
Jisung to walk in, the newcomer looks aroud the living room its not the biggest house hes seen but compared to his apartment it sure as hell seems like it.
He sits down on the red sofa when felix tells him to sit, he cleand his sweaty palms by wipping them againts his jeans his feet jittery and his checks flushing.
"You want me to bring you a cup of water?"
"I uh n-no its all good"
He doesnt look up even when the boy talks hes to imberest to do so, he just stares at the carpet as if it killed someone, he hears footsteps and a fridge open.
Next thing he knows the boy has thrown him a water bottle and sat next to him, he grabs the bottle and twists the cap and looks at the boy next to him only to flush a deeper red, the cute freckled faced boy was all ready staring ar him smiling widly pearly white teeth showing.
"So which one are you? Spearb or jone? Chan was really exided for today."
Felix smiles at jisung not knowing what hes doing to the said boy.
Jisung feels him self heat up and the wind in him seemed to be nocked out of him so he turns to face the carpet ones again and chugs the waterbottle.
"J-jone"
"Cute! Spearb must be emo boy then right?"
Jisung laughs a bit and turns to face felix one again laughing as he nods.
"Im felix chans younger brother!"
The boy holds his hand out for a hand shake, though it was diffrent to jisung he easily obayed and shaked it.
"Jisung!"
When jisung left the astralians home he left with a bit more self confidence in the cost of being confused of his sexuality.
