He remebers
When he felt so far
Milions of planets and stars away
From Felis, as for
he was the poor astronaut
despret to hug the sun.
But everytime the sun cames near
He would fly away becouse hes
Scared
At this point jisung has stade up countless of restless nights thinking about felix, his sun kissed skin and golden hair the honey brown eyes of his, and the permanent stars on felix cheeks.
And in a way felix him self entirely was a star, someone shining so bright that it put the sun to shame someone with a natural glow that helps people lost like him find a way out of the cold darkness.
But most importantly he was someone unreachable, hes so far from someones grasp, in a hole other level that it was just impossible to reach him, or at least it was for him.
Because even when felix was right next to him cuddeling his side as he looks down at jisung little note book field with one liners and horrible drawn anime characters he felt as if he was light years away.
Even when his head is laid between felix thighs and the younger is running his fingers threw his hair as he praises him about how smart he is and how hes better then chan at writing music he feels like hes so far.
Just like right know.
Its cold being the early stages of fall it isnt that cold but its cold enough that it makes jisung regret not brining a thicker jacket. Hes walking thowerds chans house hopping up the few steps of his porch knocking at the door his left hand rubbing againts his cheek to keep it warm as the other goes cold becuse hes to bussie holding the pressent with the said hand.
He rips his left hand away from his cheek though, the cold air know cruly slaming againts both pink tinted cheeks he slams the door wanting noting more but to feel the warmth.
He hears foot steps and people chatting inside, and the door swing open to reveal felix. His in a simple hoodie and skinny jeans but his airs is taken away and he cant even say thank you to felix.
It feels like the first time they met but they've known one another for months know.
the younger takes it apon him self to grabs jisungs wrist and pull him in, closing the door shut. His hand still gently holding the older wrist he hugs him tight smiling even wider then he did when he opend the door.
Yet even when felixs warm body is pressed againts jisungs cold one he feels so far.
"In glad you came! Hurry up though were going to cut chans cake know!"
"Couldnt start the party with out me huh"
"I wouldnt let it."
That had caught him off gard.
Felix voice had switched so fast, from his loud upbeat voice to know a more wanting calm one.
He looks down at his hands that holds felixs smaller ones the pad of his ruff tumb running circles over the soft tan skin. He bites the inside of his check and look up at felix whos eyes glisten and checks burn, but he isnt smiling, his usual pink heart lip were press into a thin line.
"You knew it wouldn't be know as a party with out me uh"
Hes trying to joke aroud not knowing why the atmosphere had gotten so heavy.
Felix frowns for only a second befor he turns to face the stares.
"Ya"
Felix guides him up the stares thowerds the croud of boys who emidiatly call them over.
Even when felix welcomes him and pulls him close, he feels so far.
