"U are my everything thoughts of a wedding ring." A Zephan Clark fan fiction

No More Vidcon

So I laid there cuddling next to alex wondering if we were gonna stay together as in try long distance or r we gonna break up. I look at the him as he sleeps softly I think how am I so lucky I found him. At that exact moment I realized I actually fell in love with him he was my ride or die. He wakes up to me smiling at him looks at me and smirks. I knew what he was thinking and I was thinking it too. But It wasn't like that we just don't do that. We r in love we need each other. It's not always making out.

He looked at me lip bited and starts to softly and slowly kiss me. I kiss him back. We sit there and kiss for a long moment and he stops the long kiss to tell me... that he never wanted to stop seeing me ever. I look at him smile cutely and tell him that if he never leaves me I won't ever leave him. I then start the long kiss again. We didn't stop the kiss until cody woke up . We then stopped and Cody woke up zoe. Then zephan woke up along with Jesse. So every one got ready exempt for me and alex. Everyone left for shopping I want to say but idk what they we going to do. So I grab a grey tank crop, some blue short shorts, some heart shades, a flowery over coat, and some strapey sandles.
And head to bathroom to change.

This is ur outfit

So me and alex stay in room talking I then go in and ask, "So r we trying long distance or r we breaking up?" He looks at me says, "I love u and don't want to loose u so if u want let's try long distance babe." I look at him excited and kiss him. He goes in the bathroom and gets ready. He comes out and to my surprise he wanted to do a musically with him. I then go and say, "why?" He tells me that he loves me to much to keep it from his fans. So we did a slo-mo with the caption 'me and my babe we r official' I wasn't expecting him to what to tell the fans. When he was with Ona he got live and hate and he got alot of it.

So we sat on the couch and snuggled as I almost fell asleep someone yelled from outside the door come on its the last meet and greet. I thought it jesse but it wasn't it was zephan. So we held hands the whole time fans shipped us and others didn't. I kinda liked the publicity of it. So as we wrap up the meet and greet sadly me zephan had to say our good byes.

We packed up and I hopped In the car and began to drive I looked in the back and say zephan sleeping. I didn't wake him up even though I loved his company. As we were about 9 hours in he wakes up and says, "can I tell u a secret?!" I look at the mirror a day nodd. He looks at me holds his breath and says, "ummm I love u ur my best friend I need u to not hate my because ilysm." "Ilysm too zephy I need u too I will never hate u😢❤" I said almost crying because the Zephan Clark loves me.

I thought to myself do I have feelings for zephan again. I'm so torn do I go for zephan or alex. On one side alex was the first person I loved and my first kiss but zephan was my best friend and the one person who wasn't fake and wanted me for who I was. I Don't know what to do. I want to be with alex but also I want to be with zephan.

He then slept until we were bout 2 blocks away from his house. He woke up and said, "do u know how long I've wanted to tell u ily ba- y/n?" "Ilysfm zephy u dont even knoe. No how long and did alex tell u bout our relationship?" I say not trying to ruin this moment. "No what about the relationship and aww best friend. I have to tell u something also." He said sadly. I looked at him telling him about long distance. And I asked, "what do u need to tell me zephy??" He goes on and says he lied about him and mars. "Why,"I ask. "Because," he replied. There was awkward silence until we reached his house. He got to the door as I followed I hugged him and told him once more that I love him and he looks at me smirks and says no I fuckn love u. Then he walks in side.

I was about a 5 miles from my house. And then I started thinking like does zephan have feelings for me? Do I have feelings for him? Am I crazy? What do I do? Then I arrived at my house, I unlocked the door and of course the house was empty, so I load down on the couch turned on Netflix and binged shows. Then...*bring*bring* alex was FaceTiming me I answered and we talked for hours I missed him and his smile so much it was killing me. Then on FaceTime I fell asleep.