"U are my everything thoughts of a wedding ring." A Zephan Clark fan fiction

Tears Of Depression

I wanted to kill myself in a way. I need Alex in my life, but I also need Zephan in my life. Not being friends with zephan made me have anxiety and depression. I loved him of course I'm mad I let him go. I should have asked him what he needed or I should have hugged him and asked. But retaredly I told him to pretty much leave. Fuck I let him go with out evening telling him how much I wanted to kiss him. But with Alex right there I had to. I messed up. I wanted both idk if I should leave alex or tell zephan I want to be friends or more.

Zephan p.o.v
I knew it when I walked in that door when I saw her in that bra I automatically knew Alex or someone was there. She looked so good I just wanted to kiss her but instead I looked around and found alex in the closet half way naked just standing there. I looked at them hoping they would explain but all they did was pretty tell me to leave. I didn't want to face the fact that I love her when alex was there. So I nervously run out crying. I know now my life is ruined without her in my life. I needed to talk her but idk how or even what to say to y/n.

Alex p.o.v
I knew what zephan wanted he was gonna confess his love for y/n. Man I was pissed. I laid in bed looking at my phone half tempted to pick it up and call or text y/n. I was hoping by chance zephan didn't stop by and kiss her and tell her he loves her. I definitely shouldn't have left y/n alone. So me being a dumb ass I grab my phone and text y/n.

This is they texts 'My babe😍' if you read vidcon day 1 you'd know it's y/n (this is still in Alex's p.o.v)

Me: hey baby I'm hoping we can talk
My babe😍: yea I think we need to talk
Me: ya I need to tell you...
My babe😍: what is about zephan because that's what I need to talk about
Me: YES it is he umm...
My babe😍: ya I know he likes me I know he was gonna tell me I know and that's not what I need to tell you..
Me: babe r u breaking up with me
My babe😍: yes I love zephan and I didn't know that I love you alex I always will but right now we r better off friends
Me: bitch bye we ain't friends now😭

Alex blocked y/n
Y/n blocked alex

I stared at my phone waiting for zephy to text or call me. I fell asleep after 2 hours of waiting.

RING RING RING RING RING

Uggggghhhhh I looked at my phone and jumped up, I ran to my bathroom, fixed my hair, put some ointment treatment on my slits, and then answered. Zephan FaceTimed me

This is the call in texts:))))))
Zephy❤: hey y/n how's a going where's alex he blocked me
Me: umm I broke up with him and he blocked me too
Zephy❤: why would u do that
Me: reasons so we good?
Zephy❤: no idk bye

Zephy❤ hung up😭😢😢

I looked at my phone and through it across the room. I screamed and cried a little. I got sad and depressed. Once again I lost zephan. I just had him back for a spilt second. And he's already gone. Fuck!!!!!

I ran to my bathroom and cut over every slit and they we still healing. Blood everywhere. I fainted a little and fell in the bathtub. I woke up half an hour later with blood soking my clothes. I take my clothes off and hide them. And quickly take a shower and literally change into some fuzzy pants and a hoodie. My cuts were still barely bleeding. I began to heavily cry into my pillow.

KNOCK KNOCK

Someone knocks on my bedroom door. I wipe my tears and depression off my face and grab my sleeves and open the door. Zephan is at my door yes I think. He looks at me kisses me and leaves. OMG I KISSED THE ZPEHNA CLARK AWHWHWH!!!!! I was dancing with joy Frick I'm so happy I can't breathe. I looked out the window and yes indeed zephy was dancing and I ran downstairs. I looked at zephan he closed the door and I ran towards him. I push him to his car and start to make out with him. He says, "I love u babe." I reply, "I love you more baby zephy now kiss me more!" We then kiss for as long as I can remember then he leaves. We stay as friends.....