"U are my everything thoughts of a wedding ring." A Zephan Clark fan fiction

I Love You???

Ugh I sigh, I loved that moment as his soft lips touched mine I knew I had feelings for him. Why I had them is still a mystery. As I dreamily stalked his account wondering what it would be like kissing him again or to even be with him more than friends. I knew what I had to do. I hurried up and changed in to some joggers and a hoodie I had occasional nude makeup on and called my bestie. I asked her if she could drive me somewhere. I needed her to take me to a mall called 'a life of New Zealand' I know weird. I asked her because I had just realized as I was looking through zephans account that it was his birthday. How could I forget. I guess I'm that stupid. So she came and drove me there and when we got there she told me her secret. " Um y/n I like Jesse and I wanted to know if I could ask him out, I got closer to him at vidcon he's nice super cute and if he's not yours I wanted to see if I could possibly have him. Don't get mad," she asked like I owned or liked or was with him. I looked at her confused and say, "y/b/n haha you really think I like Jesse did u even see that I was with Alex, of course u can ask Jesse out idc it's up to u and even if I liked him it's your choice. Btw I'm going to Starbucks then this store to shop for a friend." She looked at me with excitement, I could see she liked Jesse a lot. She hugged me and said ok about the shopping situation.

Y/b/n p.o.v
Omg I might be with Jesse Underhill. OMG!!!! I liked him so much. Watching him do musicallys and post on social media pics of all of us with the captions 'at vidcon with my friends' or 'who will come see me and my friends at vidcon this weekend dm or text me so we can meet you' made me melt. Me being his friend made me die a little inside let alone me asking him out. I honestly don't know how to do it. As I looked at my phone I pulled up all of my strength to text Jesse. (He gave her his number at vidcon)

This is the convo in texts (ps it's still in y/b/n's view)
Me: hey Jesse what's up can I ask u something
Jesse: hey im doing nothing really I'm hanging out with Levi and Rachel wbu and you can ask me anything
Me: oh I'm at the mall with my bestie and I was gonna ask if you'd like to maybe go out with me or be my bf??😐
Jesse: yes I would I'd love to so when can I see you 'girlfriend'

Jesse is changed to 'bf💖'

Me: idk I wanna see you soon 'boyfriend'
Bf💖: ikr I miss u already
Me: how bout I buy a plane ticket to see you like um idk where like oh we could go on a vacation together somewhere
Bf💖: ya we could but where is my question and ooh if u want Zephan and ur bestie could go with like we could have a vaca together babe
Me: ya baby idk where but definitely like maybe we could go to Hawaii
Bf💖: YASSS I'll text Zephan but ily gtg bye babe
Me: bye ttyl baby❤️

Jesses text with Zephan (in jesses p.o.v)

Jesse: hey bro so I gots me a gf
Zephan: who is it bish
Jesse: umm so u know ur friend u brought to vidcon that u like
Zephan: ya🙃 what about her r u with her?
Jesse: no bro I'm with her bestie
Zephan: congrats man
Jesse: I remember ur birthday so happy birthday bro and do u and ur friend maybe wanna go on a trip with me and my gf to Hawaii
Zephan: thanks and hell ya I'll ask her bye
Jesse:bye

Y/n p.o.v

Oof it's I'm possible to know what to buy zephy. I know ive known him for about 1 month or so which isn't that much but I thought I knew him well enough to know what kinda gift to get him. I didn't want to date Zephan so I'm not gonna ask him out. The main reason I don't want to be with Zephan is because what happens when one of us wants to break up then we won't wanna be friends anymore. I don't want to break his heart. Like if only one of us wants to not be together and then the other person is broken. So I'm not going there with Zephan well at least not yet. But otherwise my cutting problem has stopped I hadn't been thinking about it anymore. After I kissed him I didn't have tears of despair running down my face when I saw him or even the enslaving sadness of depression all the time. I just felt love again but Zephan still doesn't know about me cutting and I won't be telling him. As I was looking through isles I found it I found what to get him. It was a 20 dollar bear yes it sounds dumb but it pant it was a huge fluffy teddy bear. I also gave him 30$. As I walked out the door my phone began to ring repeatedly. I look down at it and it was a call from Zephan at the same time as my bestie. I couldn't answer so once I got in the car they both shot my texts. Zephan said him Jesse and jesses gf r going to Hawaii for a vacation and he invited me. I said yes and my bestie told me about the trip also and that she was jesses gf. I was super confused but happy. I get to go on vacation with my best friends and I yet wondered it if I would ever by friends with Alex again. Why I thought this I have never known. I kinda want to be friends with him. He made me happy. I loved him but I didn't love him to the point where I wanted to be with him. I wish I wouldn't have ended it that way I should have said it differently but it's too late. I waited in the car for like 30 mins waiting for y/b/n to come and drive me to zephans house then home. After a while she finally came and She had the biggest smile on her face. I looked at her and asked if she could take me to zephans she did.

When we got there I opened the door and he just looked at me and began to cry he tried to hide very hard but I could tell he was super happy. I gave him the present and with love in his eyes he kissed me and said, "ily I'm not joking ily."