I kept looking down at my hand from the other night.
And realized I had to go to his house today.
Fuck me.
I put on the maid outfit I was given and I straightened my hair as usual since I was only going to be at his house
I knocked lightly on the door and felt my anxiety level rise
Ethan opened the door and I tended to calm down
"Hey Em" he says and I smile
"Hi.." I say
He looked down at my hand and his smile fades
"I'm so fucking sorry about that.." he says
"It's ok, It's getting better..". i lie and he invited me in
Everything was already clean from last night. didn't have to do much I guess.
"Um..everything is all clean.." I say looking up at Ethan
"Yes, You have a free day, Go ahead get in the pool and just relax I'll get you anything if you need it" he says
"Oh no you couldn't do that, You could join me if you'd like" I say
"I will" he says with a smile
I change into this swimsuit
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Then I step into the pool, Something I wanted to do for a damn long time
"Holy shit..." I say to myself and I see Ethan get in
"How do you deal with Mr Dolan." I ask
"It's okay you can say his name, It's like he fucking brainwashed you.." he says
"Well how do you deal with Grayson?" I ask
"Well, Just patience. At times" he says and I see Grayson
"Ethan-What the fuck are you doing in there!" He yells and I feel anger hit me like a damn truck
"And why the fuck are you being an asshole!" I yell back
"For fucking years all you did was fucking yell at me like I was a fucking whore living in your house! Yet I don't! I have a fucking apartment and anything I ever dreamed of!. I am sick of you treating me like a piece of shit!" I yell
His face goes hard and his jaw clenched as he got closer to me
"And for fucks sake all you fucking do it just work in a damn office and then come home to just be pissed at me like I did something when yet I sitting here working my ass off cleaning your fucking house!" I yell again getting more pissed off by the second yelling things that I have wanted to do for years
"And then to top the icing on the mother fucking cake you throw glass at my hand when I fucking apologized for spilling a fucking drop of water on you" I say and look over at Ethan who came in the middle of us
"Now now, Let's all calm down-"
"Leave. Now!" Grayson says and I laugh devilishly
"You'll be calling me back later tonight. Bitch." I say putting on my towel and walking out
I felt someone grab my arm and turn me around
Grayson?
I looked at his face and in seconds his lips were on mine
I was confused. Shocked. Anything above that
I kissed back and I felt his hand move down to my waist to pull me in closer
He pulled away and looked me up and down
"That swimsuit looks great on you. Wear it more often." He says with a smirk and I give a confused look
"Once your home, Check your purse." He says and I leave home and looked in it
I found a note
Read once your home Ember. - Grayson.
Your probably wondering why the hell do I have a note from an asshole like me.
Well, I wanted to apologize foe all the stupid ass shit I did to you..
I fucking mean that too. I don't seem like the one to apologize but believe me princess.
I am.
Im truly sorry for all of it. And crazy for me to admit I fucking love you.
Damn you possibly don't believe it now but. Shit it's hard not to every day I see you I mentally smile and dream of wanting to just have you to myself.
Again. I'm sorry and hope I can make it up to you one day.
Maybe not today, but some other. ~ G.
I close the letter and a small smile appears on my face
Shit. I do like him.
A lot.
And I fucking mean that.
He found the competition. Now it's time for me to compete.
