So I went in a rant on why my GF can't kill someone and then I went on a rant on my doubts and stuff and then she turned it into how she feels and I also think I am gender fluid and if I am I won't tell her because she will definitely hate me then and I kinda wanna break up with her but I don't. I have so many things in my mind and I had to rant I guess about it. So basically sence I last did updated I a couple times I was in a I don't wanna talk mood and one time I kinda didn't talk for about a month and a half. Idk im not sure. Then it was invited to and camping trip with her family in ten days, after today idk if i wanna go anymore, and then I went into the rant and now I'm worried she thinks I hate her or not but then I wanna believe she doesn't and idk anymore about anything like I don't know what to believe or what not to and I just wanna die T~T.
================================so I know it short and probably not much to get or anything but I'm so stressed and scared and hungry to really rant much don't take the I wanna die to serious I do want to but wont because I'm scared to hurt others and stuff so ya... bye?
